Saviour (Jayy Von Monroe)

fifteen - one day we wont feel this pain anymore

[Perrie's POV]

I woke up in Jayy's arms. He had me pressed against his naked front, holding me around the waist. He was slightly snoring, but it came out as a deep breath. He was sound asleep, like a baby.

I had to tell someone what we did. But who? Who won't tell the entire fucking world? 

Then I remembered. My old friend Jesy, who was a sister to me.

I stretched for my phone, trying not to wake up Jayy. He groaned and shifted, I stayed still for a second, holding my breath  hoping he wouldn't awake. He just moved one arm and kept the other around me. Our legs were intertwined, and I got a text ready.

To: Jesy

"baba i just lost my virginity oh my god," 

And within seconds, Jesy was calling me.

"Hello?" I whispered

"WHAT THE HELL?!" She yelled

"Jesy! Ssh!"! I whispered

"You and Jayy did what now?" She replies

"We...did the nasty nasty," I said, hiding a smile

"Really now?" She gasps, "Fucking finally!"

"Yes," I laugh, "Shut up," 

"I NEED DETAILS! Is he good? Top or bottom? How long? Did it hurt? Is he big? Would you do it again?!" She cried

I sighed and took a deep breath, "Top and bottom, for like hours, I don't know, hurt alot, fucking huge oh my god, and yes a thousand times more," I said

I heard a loud laugh in my ear.

I froze.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't hold it in anymore," Jayy laughed

I felt my face flame and started to nervous-laugh. "Oh god, you heard all that?" 

"Maybeee," he carried 

"Is it hot in here? I think it is....ugh...."

"Oooooooooooooooooohhhh! Give the phone to Jayy! I wanna hear his answers!" I heard Jesy speak, laughing her head off

Before I had time to answer, the phone was snatched from my face.

"Wellllllllllll......amazing, tons, she's amazing, top and bottom, hours, it didn't hurt for me, besides when she clawed the shit out of my back, I'm huge I believe, and we will definitly," He laughed

"This is amazing!" 

I snatched the phone back, "Repeat nothing,"

"Fine,"

I hung up, and cuddled back into Jayy, who couldn't stop laughing, "Shut up,"

Then I realized it. I was still naked. And so was Jayy. Oh god. I slowly pulled the covers up to my chin, considering my boobs were out in the open.

"What's wrong?" Jayy asked

"I'm uh...cold," I lie

"Perrie Louise," Jayy said shamefully

I bit my lip and raised an eyebrow. I was scared, because he knew I wasn't cold next to his warm body.

I can't lie for shit anyways. 

"It's okay, you're beautiful," He said smiling, and I feel his hand rest underneath my breasts, rubbing at the skin

"Jayy, I'm just insecure," I said, rubbing his back slightly