𝐏𝐘𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐀 | Remus Lupin (2)

( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 )

this is a sequel
I've seen so many people read this book first and
I strongly advice you don't do that because it probably
won't make sense

(The first book is called Selenophobia)

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You can't ignore the problems between us, you must have seen them the same that I do. I would love to ignore them but I know that we'll be playing pretend in a life that was never supposed to be ours.

I know you're upset and I know that you probably hate me but you have to understand that me staying would have killed us both. I want you to be able to breath again Rena and I will always only hold you down.
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There was the truth, our reality
clinging itself to everything you did
voicing itself every time you spoke
waving it's hands for me to see
but I ignored it
my heart taught my eyes this terrible trick
convincing it that there's always more
than what meets the eyes
when I met the true you
I couldn't help but search for deeper meaning
believing that there had to be more
I became blinded by the idea
that love is here to save
and that it didn't matter whether
the person on the other end wanted saving or not
everything stood in front of me
and I looked behind it in search for something else
a version of you that I'd created
at the end of it all, you never fooled me
I just stopped fooling myself.

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Time can't heal all wounds but it can heal a few
At first Athena felt as though her life had been
ripped apart. She felt as though no matter
how hard she tried, she would never move on
Remus was gone and she didn't know
who she was without him

However although it took a while
Athena found her purpose again
In the shape of a small boy
called Harry.

The war wasn't over and Harry
would be the victim when it came
back. Athena wasn't going to stand
back and allow him to be alone

As although fate had already decided
that it would be him that finished
Lord Voldemort

There was nothing that said he
couldn't be given help along
the way

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