I once begged you to love me the way I wanted to receive love
Honestly that's the saddest thing I've ever done
Smoking to clear the thoughts of you off my mind
But my thoughts disappear only for a short matter of time
I want to call your phone and tell you I'm sliding through
Give me a sec to fix my hair and grab my shoe
You haven't called or checked up on me
Confused on whether to feel sad or angry
Fighting a losing battle that neither of us would've won
Do you still remember how it all begun?
I came over to talk bout her, our lover that we shared
Our dirty laundry both aired
"Yes i loved her or I thought I did
Even though with her, you shared a kid
I've tasted her lips
I've touched her tits
I've kissed her neck
More than just a peck"
Do you want me to share every single aspect?
"I've felt her moisten my fingertips
I've caressed her from her shoulders right down to her hips
She's tasted me, more than just a few sips"
And you.... you've done the same
Both of us, fighting for someone neither of us couldve tame
Then we caused ourselves the ultimate shame
Laughing and talking but it got more serious than just a few jokes
By using the hurt she caused us, to bring us close
I stare at the lights on the Christmas tree and every memory of us flashed through my head
Some good, some bad, memories that I thought wouldn't end
But instead
Here we are
Both of us left with a scar
Something to remember us by
It's painful, so sometimes I may cry
The cut was deep
I bled, so sometimes I may lose sleep
As my sheets get wet
Not from our passion or sweat
But from the tears that leave my eye
From every sniffle, every scream, every sigh
YOU ARE READING
All the words I've wanted to say but couldn't.
PoetryEvery poem posted will be non-fictional and very dear to me. I choose to write poems about situations I've been through whether past or present. Entries aren't categorized or posted in any specific order. I am still learning, so many will be awful...
