Again, staring at the light in the ceiling
Trying to forget and get over this feeling
Fighting the burns in my chest
Holding back my tears, the only way I know best
Scratching my skin but not enough to bleed
Can you grow a plant without a seed?
Then without my heart, how can I still breathe?
When you said you loved me
Was it just for me to follow you blindly?
Your kiss, your time vs your lies
To be a secret and only to be seen sometimes
And I had to be fine with that?
Aiming to reach high but I always end up flat
Believing in your dedication
While being led by your infatuation
But there was more underneath
This was the person I wanted to be with
Now understanding
I was the one pulling my heart on a string
War in my mind
Storm in my eyes
What else was there to find?
Ears full of your lies
Heart bruised from love ties
I still want to turn around and see you there
But you don't seem to care
YOU ARE READING
All the words I've wanted to say but couldn't.
PoetryEvery poem posted will be non-fictional and very dear to me. I choose to write poems about situations I've been through whether past or present. Entries aren't categorized or posted in any specific order. I am still learning, so many will be awful...
