39. i know grief

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i know now, that love doesn't just disappear
because you're gone forever and the love still remains here
and i hold onto to it so tightly; scared that at any second i'll forget
but the worst part of it all, is that i also hold onto regret

the loss of time wasted on things of no great importance
and, for just this once
i know what grief feels like
how it makes my heart feel burdened and causes my emotions to spike

how it constantly reminds me, i'll never have you in my presence
how it fills me up with so much unnecessary and unwanted vengeance
- with no one to point a finger to
so i sit and cry alone on how much i have and will, always miss you

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 16, 2023 ⏰

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