I never meant to do the same things twice
gambling with love but you're the only one rolling the dice
you're putting it all on me but i just want you to forgive me for the things i do
that i can't control myself, as good as you were taught to
that i play mind games, to keep you wondering
but that's my way of thinking
loving but denying
brearthing but sighing
all you've made me know, is loving you is like losing
why wasn't i never good enough for you?
every tear with your name on it, i know you'll one day answer to
every time you leave it's as if you're putting my heart up on a shelf
i didn't know if i was praying for him or for myself.
like aaliyah said " the absence of you is hurting my soul "
i wanted to be with you till we were grey and old
i wanted your eyes to always give me that feeling i never knew i needed
i want your presence in my life to give me meaning
YOU ARE READING
All the words I've wanted to say but couldn't.
PoetryEvery poem posted will be non-fictional and very dear to me. I choose to write poems about situations I've been through whether past or present. Entries aren't categorized or posted in any specific order. I am still learning, so many will be awful...
