Do you still blame me for ruining your life?
even though you were the only one who held the knife?
for a moment I carried a part of you inside me
and still you were determined to leave in a hurry
I feel so broken from thinking I never meant more to you
you don't fucking care about the damage, do you?
was I not pretty enough? was I not good enough?
what didn't I have enough of?
All you did was criticize and taunt
i gave you all of me what more was there to want?
what more could I have done?
we could've had a daughter or a son
Was I not fit to raise a child you placed inside me?
was I not fit to be called 'mommy'?
was I not fit to walk alongside you?
was I not fit enough to deserve your love to?
YOU ARE READING
All the words I've wanted to say but couldn't.
PoetryEvery poem posted will be non-fictional and very dear to me. I choose to write poems about situations I've been through whether past or present. Entries aren't categorized or posted in any specific order. I am still learning, so many will be awful...
