Rubbing my own shoulders
Wishing it was colder
Time will always heal
Time will always reveal
Hurting myself for someone else who would break me
Hurting myself for someone else who wouldn't fight for me
Tasting tears from my lips
The place you once used to kiss
Was this my karma for what I did before?
And even if it was, I still craved more
So much of you I fell in love with
Now I'm starting to believe it was just a myth
I played into your game and you drew back your hand
Was all this a part of your plan?
To make me fall in love with you
To make me do the things you wanted me to do
To take my heart and close it in your palm
To pull me closer then stretch out you arm?
To enjoy my body
Yes, no, probably?
I never asked for gifts or money
All I wanted was for you to make my rainy days... sunny
I never asked for too much from you
Just to share your time, split it in two
I asked for love like I gave it to you
I gave you my heart but you threw that to
I asked for your honesty
But I guess that was wrong of me
If I knew the game I would've played it to
If I knew the game I would've known what to do
When the moment would come where I lay awake
Feeling the feelings I can't shake
Maybe if I made you promise I'd be better off
But we hit fast forward when we needed to pause
YOU ARE READING
All the words I've wanted to say but couldn't.
PoetryEvery poem posted will be non-fictional and very dear to me. I choose to write poems about situations I've been through whether past or present. Entries aren't categorized or posted in any specific order. I am still learning, so many will be awful...
