Dear hurt consume me so I can feel you once more
You always come unannounced without me opening the door
I'm getting use to feeling this way
Maybe you should stay
To remind me of why you came
Today I let you speak for me
Today I give you permission to do you freely
Start with bringing tears to my eyes and the loneliness to my heart
Unravel inside me and let the emptiness start
I know you now
I know you now
You came but never seem to left somehow
You'll break me down and tear me apart
So start
There's no lock on the door, no barrier to lock you out
There's no joy left for me to endure
Like a virus with no cure
No healing, no recovery
Stay and when you leave I allow you to take some of me
I want to feel you slowly
Of all my emotions you affect me the most
Sleepless nights, overthinking, eyes full of tears with no one to hold me close
Thank you for all the pain
Thank you for the feelings I can't tame
I see myself with you, but still I am lost
YOU ARE READING
All the words I've wanted to say but couldn't.
PoetryEvery poem posted will be non-fictional and very dear to me. I choose to write poems about situations I've been through whether past or present. Entries aren't categorized or posted in any specific order. I am still learning, so many will be awful...
