found you ; mattia polibio

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kavia's pov

i layed in bed wide awake for the third night in a row thinking about it. it's so crazy. i had a dream that i drove to new jersey. i keep thinking about how it would play out. i couldn't go alone. i'd take mariana of course. i'd have to take my dads car. oh my god he'd kill me. i'd be grounded for the rest of my life. maybe it would be worth it. how far would i even get before he found me and hauled my ass back to missouri? what if the police got involved? now i sound crazy. there's no way i could just run away to new jersey. especially if i have the nerve to come home ever again. i squeezed my eyes shut trying to force myself to fall asleep but it didn't work. a tear slowly fell down my cheek. i felt so trapped here living this life. i spent everyday doing the same thing and thinking about him. i was tired of it. i wanted to know him and i wanted to get away. i wanted to breathe again. to live again. every breath i took another thought found it's way into my head making me want to go more and more. but i couldn't. and nothing bothered me more than that.

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authors note:
before y'all say anything i know this is so short but i'm about to post another chapter in a few minutes i wrote this last night but it wouldn't fit with anything so i'm posting it by itself lmao 😭 next part up in like 20 mins! prob a few more short scenes and then things will get more interesting i promise
-lindsey <3