You're worth more than you can imagine *rewritten*

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I know Justin told me not to look at all the comments, but ever since he left for tour it had been tougher to stay away from all the horrible things people have to say to you; "You don't deserve to live" – "You're a pathetic loser with no friends! No one loves you!" – "No wonder Justin left you at home when he went on tour!" and so on. My Instagram was filled with thousands of these hateful comments. After torturing myself for a little while longer, I dried a few tears away from my cheeks and cuddled closer into my duvet while taking a deep breath. When I locked my phone, the room was left completely dark, which made it easier for me to let myself bawl my eyes out in silence.

Crying had become part of my nightly routine, mainly because I missed Justin, but also because it kept being sucked into the horrifying sides of Instagram. Crying always drained me of energy so I easily fell asleep, however, the sleep did not last long since someone suddenly decided to knock on my front door. I sighed in disbelief and looked at the time; 11.39 pm. Who in their right mind would knock on my door at this hour? Getting out of bed, I wrapped a robe around myself and dried away the last few tears. With lazy steps, I made my way downstairs to check who was by the door. When I opened the door, I was immediately tackled in a hug, which took me by surprise and made me tense. Only when I took in a deep breath and encountered Justin's cologne, did I manage to relax. "I missed you, baby" Justin mumbled into my neck as we kept hugging each other tightly. I was not ready to pull away from Justin when he tried to release me. "Not yet" I whispered and held him close. Justin chuckled and gave me a squeeze. A few minutes later I finally got the courage to let him go, but only to place my lips on his. "I missed you too" I tried to say in between kisses, but it came out weirdly, which made both of us laugh.

When we pulled away from each other, Justin cupped my face in his hands and took in my face. I had already forgotten about my crying session only an hour ago, but the dried tears were still visible on my cheeks. "Have you been crying?" Justin asked me as a frown formed on his face. I tried to move my face out of his hands and avoid eye contact, but he managed to hold me still. "Of course not, I'm just really tired," I told him through gritted teeth. I tried to send him a smile, but I failed miserably. "You have been crying, you know I can tell when you have been crying" Justin persistently told me, while still holding my face in his hands. He kept trying to make eye contact, but I knew I would start crying if I looked into his beautiful eyes. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore; I forced my face out of his hands and started walking up the stairs. "Aren't you happy to see me?" Justin yelled after me, while I kept climbing the stairs. His steps followed closely behind me, and he bumped into me when I suddenly stopped walking. "Of course, I am happy to see you!" I told him while turning to look at him. I pulled Justin close and kissed him again, mainly to shut him up, but also because I really had missed him and his plump lips.

Justin forgot about our little talk and deepened the kiss, clearly trying to take things to the next level, but I wasn't in the mood. "Why don't you go lay down and then I'll be with you in just a second, I just need to remove my makeup," I told him as we made our way into the bedroom. Justin nodded and sat down on the bed with a smile. I managed to find a genuine smile, then I went into the bathroom and removed my makeup. Being in Justin's presence cheered me up almost immediately, so I hurried back into the bedroom only to see Justin sitting with my phone in his hands, glossy-eyed and sniffling. "Are you listening to what they're saying about you?" he asked when he noticed my presence. A tear ran down his cheek when I nodded while sitting down beside him. Justin embraced me in a hug and that's when I broke down. "Baby, please don't listen to what they're saying. It's all lies, and you know they are because you're none of those things! You're beautiful, you're amazing, stunning, adorable, and best of all, you're so much more than perfect in my eyes" Justin explained while hovering over me. Justin placed kiss after kiss all over my face to catch my tears, and while doing so, he managed to turn us around to let me lay on top of him. The safe feeling of being in Justin's arms and his light humming in my ears sent me into a deep slumber.

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