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i bet that your first impression towards me wasn't that good
it was the first rain in spring when the first time we met, i was standing alone under the rain letting the heavy downpour drenching me to the core as i could heard the thunderstorm were blazing angrily that made all of the people running away to searched for some shelter as i watched them from above.
i couldn't careless about anything at that time when i looked down, shivering slightly seeing the difference height as i could felt my heart was thumping faster than usual and my hand started to became even more colder than it already was.
tightening my fist to the point that it was bleeding, i was caught by my train of thoughts that never seems to had an ending, failed to noticing a footsteps that were standing just meters away from me before realizing what was about to happen anytime soon.
who thought that the day i just want to end my whole existence would be a day that i met someone that can change my miserable life?
when i closed my eyes and hoping that it will be the end of my life, i could heard someone screaming loudly defeating the sounds of deafening thunder as i was about to fall from the edge of building.
i clearly remember how you ran to me, dropping the silver umbrella you held from preventing the rain hitting your body carelessly while shouting nonsense before grabbing my hands and pulling me into your embrace right before i completely fall.
i was tired of this world.
i did not want to continue the pain much further.
i couldn't even remember when was the last time that i see the beautiful side of this world.
so why did you saved me?
obviously, that time i snapped at you and keep on shouting of why did you saved me even landing my palm at your face instead of thanking your action that i would never expected and appreciated.
i never want this kind of life.
so why's bother?
i thought that you would scrunch your face and shout back at me for being completely rude for someone that saved my life.
'ungrateful human being, i regret on saving your ass from dying'
that way i would gladly said that i don't want you to saved me and just want to continue what did i started.
but then, a small sad smile crept into your lips and instead of being mad at me for slapping you since you won't let me go, you grab my hand softly as i can't held back my tears anymore and i clearly remember what you said to me that day.
"it's alright, life must be hard on you huh? don't worry everything will be fine soon. everyone's life has a meaning behind it, it will be such a shame if it goes to waste"
the day that i circling the date from my calendar will be the end of my life, change to a date where i started a whole new life after meeting you.
