[[i know that the music doesn't really match with the chapter and much longer than the chapter itself but you should listen to it because like it's really really good!!]]
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i was walking home enjoying the summer breeze that goes through my skin as butterflies were swirling around catching my attention at how beautiful they were, flying gracefully in the clear blue sky.
i envied them.
the way they proceed to become beautiful were a hard one, no one really like how they looks like before turning into a butterflies. but nevertheless, they still manage to grown beautifully despite people hating them.
oh how i wish that i could be like that.
no, i would never grown like that if i keep on hating myself.
when i was too caught up with my another deep thoughts, someone pulled my arms and dragged me to the back gate before throwing my body to a nearby wall harshly.
just when i think that my school life was getting a little bit better, the bullies start to got me again and like always, i didn't fight back cause there was no use in it.
i never expected that you would passing by the back gate accidentally and saw they were punching me where no one could see the bruises they made. i bet you didn't think before running into my way right before one of the bullies was about to punch me.
when i closed my eyes, anticipating the pain on my stomach for the punch, i didn't feel anything making me opening my eyes with full of surprise, you were right in front of me blocking the punch with your school bag before hitting them in one motion while shouting curse words.
before i could comprehend what was happening, you grabbed my hand and dragged me away from the situation 'let's run!' that was what you said with a beaming smile.
i could never understand you, why did you smile?
it was the first time i actually ran away from my bullies and i could say... that was kinda refreshing?
you were out of your breath so you deciding to stop after noticing that they weren't anywhere to be seen anymore. you took a deep breath to calm yourself down before giving me a serious look.
i didn't know what's going on inside your head, so i stayed silent with dumbfounded look before you slap my cheek which make me widening my eyes.
before i could complain, you shout at me something that i would never forget. well, i never forget anything about you.
"you should fight back!"
no, i don't want to.
it's meaningless since it will cause another trouble.
i didn't know what should i do to stop them, they keep bothering me even when i did nothing.
"f you said it's meaningless, then it's more meaningless than that meaningless to let yourself got beaten up like that! will you let them haunt you forever?!"
i know that even you said that encouraging words stupidily, there weren't any single words that was wrong coming from you.
but it's not easy to stand up by my own feet to face the misery that keep longing to see me.
