dedicated for you || khun.a.a

entry twenty-eight

i practice and study even more harder than before.

it was kinda difficult for me to learn more about piano now that you weren't the one who teach me, but i still need to play it better to entering the same collage as you.

when the final examination had already finished, i instantly run through the music room playing alone like i always do whenever i don't have any practice with my teacher or when the music room was empty.

yeah, empty because you're not there anymore and i'm sitting alone without your warmth.

as i look at my phone, i rereading the uncountable messages that i sent you for those past months which you didn't replied any of it.

[hey how are you doing there? have you eaten yet?]
sent : 6.45 am

[i miss you so badly, please answer me]
sent : 6.57 am

[where are you? why did you never replying to any of my messages again?]
sent : 7.15 am

[it's been months you know? i don't know how to reach you anymore]
sent : 7.30 am

[hey, it's the final day of my final examination! finally i will graduate soon enough]
sent : 7.45 am

[won't you say anything to cheer me up?]
sent : 7.57 am

[i'm acing all of my tests like always!]
sent : 3.00 pm

[hey... you're still alive right?]
sent : 3.45 pm
read : 5.15 pm

[lol, i'm dead already]
sent : 5.16 pm

[nah, jk i'm pretty much alive but my soul is dead]
sent : 5.16 pm

[anyway, congratulations for acing all the test! ]
sent : 5.16 pm

[i'm sorry that i didn't texted you back for months]
sent : 5.17 pm

[i actually miss you too blue head]
sent : 5.17 pm

[college life sucks, but i'm enjoying it since i love music!]
sent : 5.18 pm

[how are you and your mother? ]
sent : 5.18 pm
read : 5.20 pm

that time, i never thought that simple messages from someone would made me cried endlessly, realizing how much i miss you.

[both of us are fine and even better, thanks to you]
sent : 5.20 pm
read : 5.21 pm