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as the time goes by, i didn't realize that it will be an exam season soon

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as the time goes by, i didn't realize that it will be an exam season soon. i don't mind studying though since i never failed any classes even when i keep on skipping classes sometimes.

but well, if i had another chance to spend my time with you i will never let it goes to waste since you asked me if there were any other subject that i found difficult.

"yes, i found chemistry rather difficult"

with that i quickly walked into your house not really bothered by the winter this time as i only could think about you and meeting you.

that's all, nothing less and nothing more.

as i arrived, you were the one who opened the door for me this time with you usual beaming smile that could defeating the sun itself as warmth start to rising inside my chest whenever i see those smile.

you invited me in and saw that yuta was cooking a dinner, seems that your brother was much reliable than you as a older sister.

you teach me chemistry which actually made me surprised cause i didn't know that you really understand it and even you did the explaining very well.

i thought you were careless about your study but it seems that i was wrong.

i looked at your dominant hand that was writing a simple note for me, gave me back memories where the time you held my bigger hands softly like i was the most important thing in your life.

how could those small, delicate hands could made me feel so safe and protected?

"can i hold your hands?"

that time, i didn't know what i was thinking when blurting out those words out from my mouth making you stop from whatever you were doing and look at me with an unreadable expression.

instead of answering my question, you intertwine our hand together as i started to leaning down on your shoulder feeling a bit too comfortable at the situation as i could feel my entire face was on fire as i could hear you mumbling an audible 'cute' that was directing towards me.

after the three of us having a late dinner, i bid my goodbyes since i don't want to disturb you anymore longer or i couldn't bring myself to leave your house and keep on clinging to you.

as i walked out the door a quiet footsteps could be hear behind me, i thought that was you before i turned around only to found yuta was blushing furiously by the sudden cold of winter that hitting his body that lack of clothes.

"thank you for being a great friend to my sister even though she was really....selfish"

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