dedicated for you || khun.a.a

entry fourteen

i'm catching feelings.

that's what i realized after some times of thinking about the odd feeling that keep on lingering both my mind and heart whenever you around, it's seems that i keep on craving to feel that much more even though i know i shouldn't think about it.

i don't stand a chance.

there were plenty of people liking you, boys or girls since who wouldn't? you were the type of person who could bring joy to others just by your presence around.

without me trying to let you know that i like you more than a friends, i'll just let it slide and burying this tiny crush until i die without you knowing about it.

i don't want to destroying our good relationship by confessing and made you leaving me when your presence was one of the main reason i keep my sanity.

i let out a dry laugh, who would thought that my first love would be this painful as i can only watch you from afar laughing along with the dark brown haired boy who keep looking at you with adoring smile.

right, i was the side character so i can't hope for more.

being friends with you was good enough, i shouldn't be greedy.

"hey, the competition was about to start"

was the things that yuri said that make the two of you apart from each other as i flashed a smile towards you encouraging that you can do the best for tonight.

the four of us, including urek then taking the front seats to watch the competition. we watched the others competitors with slight awe as they really good at the instrument and keep on clapping whenever it ends beautifully.

to be honest, i never heard you played before but i know that you will do well as you walking to the stage gracefully with a black long sleeved dress that completely suit you perfectly.

i could saw you taking a deep breath before walking to the mic as you wanted to say something.

"this is a song that i presented for someone dear to me"

when you gave me a single glance, my heartbeat started to got faster from it normal pace after looking you steadily sit in front of a white grand piano that has the opposite color of your clothes.

the judge told you to start and the first thing i had in mind was, i just heard a sounds like it's from the heaven.

[[start the music now]]

The sorrow born today is soaring through the sky and soon it fades away

And then the clouds awake, responding to the call of the wind for my sake

I want to keep your soul close to me

I'll change our fate and our destiny

Now that feeling in your chest

Of sad and loneliness

Will be swept away like tears of the past

It's a tender rain!

It will wash away your pain

This is what I'll sing to create the joy of spring!

No matter what the trials we face,

we will never be apart

And I believe my song will reach your heart...

Singing in the rain!

Now the drops from far above

Let their beauty shine, sparkling within the sky!

Your sadness and your sorrows will finally disappear

And now you'll see the world turn again

Please come, the tender rain…

*

The scenery around will someday wither, going back into the ground
But I will be right there, to sing away the sorrows that have appeared

I want to keep your heart beside me
I'll share your pain, and your misery
When the rain drops on the earth,
all the flowers start to burst
'Till the clouds within your heart are dispersed

It's a tender rain!
Now I'll listen once again,
So I'll melt the air, and I'll bend for your sake
So quietly, so quietly, let the rain fall on your heart
And call my name so we won't be apart

Singing in the rain!
I will let it ring to you
All my feelings, I'm sure they'll tell the truth
And even if the stars will fade, my love will stay the same
I promise that I won't be afraid
Please come, the tender rain...

*

Whatever fate has got in store,
Our beating hearts entangled with each other can't be stole

Whatever sadness comes our way will be okay,
We'll change it so it's like the sky

It's a tender rain,

It will wash away your pain

This is what I'll sing to create the joy of spring!

No matter all the trials we face,

we will never be apart

And I believe my song will reach your heart...

Singing in the rain!

Now the drops from far above

Let their beauty shine, sparkling within the sky!

Your sadness and your sorrows will finally disappear

And finally, your world turn again

Please come, the tender rain…

Come, tender rain

[[end of the song]]

as you let finished the song even it's clear that you got disqualified since it's actually a classic piano music competition, i saw you smile brightly feeling proud of yourself.

i could realize that tears were streaming down from my eyes as i covered my mouth shut forcing my sobbed to quiet down when the whole studio were cheering for your heavenly show.

you look directly into my eyes mouthing a words that i could catch easily.

"now i just hope my music to reach your heart!"