it turns out that you actually called your aunt that worked at mental hospital to take care of my mother depression after my father left us to rot in jail for those many crime such as corruption and other things, but i'm pretty sure that he wasn't a murderer.
i could remember how he softly spoke to me as he teach me things, the way he hugged my fragile little body when i was just a 5 years old kid, how he protected me.
why everything became like this?
where's the family that i loved so much in the past?
even when the world hate my parents, i couldn't bring myself to hate them too even though they were drastically changed and didn't loved me anymore.
but that's alright since i had friends that keep me company ever since i lived alone after my mom was having her treatment at the hospital.
they were happy when i first asking them to came over my house and now, they were here almost everyday feeling like it was their home already as they roaming around getting foods and drinks freely.
i didn't mind though, since my house were filled of laughter and arguing from them that successfully recovering my mind from the negative thoughts i had whenever i'm alone.
as we sat around making a circle, everyone decide to talked about their plan after high school with urek just want to work as a model since he doesn't really like to study, endorsi have the same opinion with urek, yuri want to continue her study and become some woman that will be known around the world while both me and bam still doesn't had any plan in mind.
as we looked at you, you beamed a smile that could defeating the sun from how bright your smile and lit up my whole world. we waited for your answer even though already knowing what it would be. you let out your smile as always while closing your eyes before answering with full of excitement.
"a pianist that was known all around the world!"
yeah, i know you can do it.
i'm sure you can do it.
i know about your dreams and know that we would be separating soon but hearing those words out of your mouth directly...
... i feel like didn't like it if you're not around.
"i'm planning to continue my study overseas at the college that's best in music and arts!"
can i stay the same if you're away?
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