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time has passed really fast ever since everything around me seems brighter after you came into my life around 10-11 months ago.
i got friends, my mom seems a little bit better to control her emotions as she now could speak normally to me even though most of the times i visited her, she was crying endlessly while holding my hands tightly.
also, you forced me to take care of my mental health and bring me to some like psychologist once a week even though all i need is you.
you're basically my everything since i won't be standing here if it wasn't for you saving my life in the first place. i held back any emotions for you but failed miserably as i keep drowning into your warmth and earn for more.
i'm such a greedy ungrateful underclassmen.
i should feel enough when you stay being my friend but i want more, i want to know you better, i want you to hold me tight, i want you so bad that i couldn't hide the jealousy that keep on rising in the back of my mind whenever you got too close with another guy.
i want it to be just me.
and as for that day, i head to your class getting noticed by the upperclassmen that passed my way, i think that was because of my weird blue hair? well not that i care about their opinion though.
all the week, i couldn't seen you much since you keep on studying for the final examination and i missed you already, since the exam was already over, i planned to bought your favorite ice cream flavor despite it still the end of winter and me that wasn't really like the cold.
or should we just got something warm instead? but you love your ice cream so much.
as i wondering around what should we got at that time, my feet finally brought me to you.
everyone inside your class were gone already leaving you that was sitting alone in the back of your classroom with head laying with your folded arms as a pillow.
i ran my fingers through your soft [h/c] locks calling out your name softly to wake you up but i heard no reaction after few times calling out your name.
"[name] noona? are you up?"
as you slowly raising your head to look at me, my pale blue eyes widening at the sight of your pale face and the blood that everywhere around your nose, lips and sleeves.
i thought you just fell asleep.
i could saw you trembling which made me even more panicked and quickly carrying you into the infirmary shouting out for the nurse to come and treat you immediately.
she stopped the nose bleeding and cleaned the blood away from your face right after before giving you a medicine and told you to rest for awhile before going back home.
the nurse told us that you just got too exhausted for forcing yourself and stay up late at night for study giving me the chance to scold you at that time, desperately worried about your careless self of yourself.
i offered to accompanying you all the time and took you back home afraid that something bad might happen if i let you alone in this condition.
