Remember me - hemmings [3]

Chapter 18:

"Michael?" Was all I managed to say before everything went black...

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I fluttered my eyes open, people were pulling on my arm, I woke up completely, it was night now, and the moonlight was shining. I rubbed my was and groaned.

"Is she alright?!" I heard a woman's voice.

"Is he alive?!" I heard another, I remembered where I was, I was still in the car, people were trying to et me out but my leg burned in pain I must of broke it.

I looked over at Michael, he was still there, eyes closed, skin white as snow and cold as ice. I began to well up. I prodded him with my hand, the moonlight was shining at the pool of blood next to Michaels hair.

"Michael" I say. No movement.

"Michael come on" I say again pushing him this time, still nothing. Suddenly I hear sirens rush round the scene. Soon enough, paramedics are at my side and are pulling me out.

"No wait please I have to stay here" I say trying to make them let go of me, I needed to make sure Michael was ok.

"Sorry miss but you can't stay here, your badly injured and need medical help urgently" the paramedic said. They began to lift me out again, but this time I dropped Michaels beanie. I tried to pick it up in time but I was already out and up onto the stretcher.

"I dropped something I need to get it back!" I say tears brimming in my eyes.

"We will try and rescue everything miss" he said, I looked over to see paramedics over at Michael side of the car. I get a quick glimpse of him as they lift him out, he looked so lifeless, five seconds later the ambulance doors shit tight and we were off to the hospital.

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I fluttered my eyes open, a light was shining down on me, I opened meMy eyes properly and sat up, I looked around, I was in a bed, a hospital bed, I had needles going into my arms and some weird thing going into my nose. I looked over to the bed next to me, to see loads of doctors crowed round it I tried to see who it was but the needles held me back and they hurt.

"Oh hold on there Emilee I got you" I nurse called Nina said to me, it was on her nametag, she pushed me down gently back onto the bed.

"Excuse me but where am I?" I asked I had no clue what had happened to be honest. I was so tired and confused.

"Your in the hospital dear, you have been in a serious car crash, you were lucky to have survived" she told me, I thought this over and over and then suddenly it all came flooding back. Oh god.

"Um have I uh broken anything?" And That was all I could say I couldn't bear the thought of asking about Mikey I was to scared to know the answer.

"You broke your arm, however the accident has caused the tumour in your head to become dangerously inflamed and big" she said, I say back. I began to cry. I was so scared, confused upset, all these emotions running riot were killing me.

"Ok uh Thankyou, by the way I lost something in the car accident did you manage I rescue it?" I ask.

"We didn't find anything, sorry" she said and then walked out, they didn't find the beanie? But it fell down into the car, they must of found it right? I mean it doesn't just disappear into thin air for God sake!

I asked one of the nurses I I had visitors but she said visiting hours were 10am till 1pm. The time now was 3am in the morning, damn I slept well, for a girl who's just been in an accident.

I decided I would try and sleep. I led down in the bed and pulled the covers over me, I began to think, of Grace, Of Luke, Of Michael. Imagine if I died and then left Luke and Grace without saying goodbye. I then thought about Michael. He looked like he lost so much blood...what if he didn't make it?

I feel the hot tears run down my face like water falls, I continue to think some more, I mean what if Michael is gone? what if he was just unlucky? The last words he said to me were still running through each vein in my brain.

"I'm sorry I wasn't him..."

They just keep flowing through my kind constantly, I finally fall asleep dreading the day to come.

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The next day I woke up to the sunlight pouring through the window, I sat up and rubbed my eyes. Then suddenly Luke walked in with Grace holding his hand. I smiled he smiled back, god I missed him so much.

They came over to me and sat in the chair next to the bed.

"Mummy are you okay?" Grace asked.

"Mummy's going to be fine I promise" I say to her, Luke sits her on the chair and then he comes and perched on the bed, he runs his hand down my face, I smile at his touch, I felt safe when he was with me.

"I'm not good with cute long speeches about lovey Dovey stuff but why don't we just start it with...hey" he says smiling. I nod.

"Hey Luke" I say he then smiles as tears roll down his cheeks, he carefully sits me up and holds me in his arms.

"I thought I lost you" he said against my hair.

"It's ok Luke I'm safe now" I said and he let. Go and helped me lay back down. He kissed by forehead, and then went back to the armchair.

Grace and him were there for hours, however Liz came to pick Grace up after visiting me so Luke could be with me. The nurses were letting him stay the night.

"You can sleep next to her, just kind the tubes, I fetch you an extra pillow and blanket" Nina said and then went Away to collect the duvet and pillow.

Luke got up and I shuffled over so there was room for Luke. The nurse came back and have us the items and then left again, Luke put his pillow down, took off his shoes and jacket, and then tucked in the blacker so it wouldn't fall off the bed, it felt like I was in bed back home.

He climbed next to me and pulled the covers up, he wrapped his arms around my waist and smiled.

"I honestly thought I was never going to see you again Em god I was so scared" he said I kissed his lips gently.

"I'm still here though Luke, always have been always will" I say and he smiles and Holds me tighter.

"What if he hasn't made it Luke?" I ask.

"Or what if he doesn't make it?" I add, bringing up Michael now, I didn't want to bug I know I would have to sooner or later.

"I don't know Emilee, but uh if he hasn't made it or doesn't make it, then I will take your hand in mine and we will cross that bridge together" he said sniffling a little. I begin to cry at the thought of Michael again.

I feel Luke pull me closer to him and I cry into his t shirt. I hear him crying to and I hug him tight. We both trying to fall asleep.

Tomorrow we will ask about Michael, I need to know.

Is he ok? Or not?......

Authors Note----> this is all getting to much for me man oh my gooood anyway hope you liked it I know it's just a filler but there is a lot to COEN still please vote and recommend ok thanks BYEEE ️xxx