Remember me - hemmings [3]

Chapter 26:

Emilees POV:

I woke up in bed, Calum was at the end of the bed sleeping, ash and Ellie on the left and Morgan and TROYE on the right. But no Luke. Probably still at that sluts place after doing her last night. My upset and distraught feelings had been replaced with anger and frustration, I had no feeling of love towards Luke at all now! But the kiss last night with Calum aswell. It got pretty heated like full on make out session but we went to bed ten minutes after. I don't know if it was just in the heat of the moment it if it actually meant something. I was very confused.

Ellie carefully sat up and stretched her arms out then Morgan, Ash Troye and Cal were still sound asleep.

"Morning" she said and smiled. I smiled back.

"Morning" I say back.

"Do we know if Luke is back?" Morgan whispered, and just shrugged and grunted, I didn't care at all about him right now, I was so angry and hurt its unreal.

"Let's go check downstairs we can also make pancakes fir the boys aswell" Ellie said. All three of us agreed, we all carefully and quietly got up and walked out the room and down into the kitchen, I checked the whole of downstairs. Still no Luke. I check my phone. It was just one text from Liz saying that she's looking forward to spending a couple of weeks with Grace, I'm glad Grace and Liz have such a strong relationship, it helps with everything. I wonder if she knows where Luke is? I'll ask later.

"Still no dickhe- I mean Luke?" Ellie asked and we all chuckled. I got out the ingredients and Morgan got out the pan and then we all started making up the batter fur the pancakes. But there was one thing stuck in my mind...Calum. Seriously did it mean something last night. A part of me wants it to mean something and a part of me doesn't. UGH!

Ellies POV:

While Emilee goes to get dressed, I asked Morgan about what he saw last night. He told me everything about Cal and Emilee, to be honest it sounded so cute. By the way Morgan was describing it, Calum seemed to care a lot for Emilee.

Me and Morgan were getting mega hyped as tomorrow we go on our road trip camp thing. I hadn't been on one of these and I'm happy it's with my bestfriends. I'm a bit anxious to be away from ashley though. He's a shy little boy. I just hope he will be okay with Ann for a bit. I don't wanna sound bad or anything, but I don't w at Luke to come on the road trip, who knows what drama he could cause! He was an absolute dick last night. It's gonna take a while for me to forgive him...

When Emilee comes back we all arrange the pancakes. We stacked them up on a plate and drizzled them with syrup and raspberries and blue berries. It looked so good to be honest. Then we just waited, waited for the boys. We talked about the trip and stuff, I really wanted to see the way Calum acted around Emilee. Because when Morgan was telling me, it sounded like he liked her. And I mean liked her liked her.

After about ten minutes of talking Ashton and troye came down. Ashton picked me up and held me over his shoulder. I laughed and told him to out me down but he wouldn't listen.

"Road trip tomorrow!" He shouts happily and I giggle. He puts me down and kisses my head. Jeez Ashton Irwin I love you.

Emilees POV:

Troye and Ash came down and began devouring the pancakes. Then I heard footsteps coming from upstairs. And in walks Calum, he's got black Nike tight sweatpants on, trainer socks, and he's wearing a grey beanie over his bed hair. Also he was shirtless, and I'm telling the truth here, but he looked so god damn fine. Oh shut up Emilee!

He sat down next to me and began eating away at his pancakes not making a sound or even looking at me. But then I felt his hand move up and down my thigh. I grab it and we intertwine fingers, we stay that way for whole of breakfast.

"So is Luke coming?" Ellie asks. I'm just about to answer but ashton interrupts me.

"No a hundred percent absolutely not, who knows what drama he might cause" he says. I smile, I'm glad luke wasn't coming to be honest. I didn't want to see his face. I didn't even want to talk to him or even be around him right now.

"Good" Calum grunts in his raspy morning voice. Our hands are still intertwined. Calums hands were soft on the inside but rough on the outside. I felt safe. I liked this. Its like I'm his secret...but I think Ellie and Morgan have guessed. ELLIE because she keeps smiling at me and miming "ship". And Morgan because he keeps smirking and wiggling his eye brows at me.

After breakfast I decided to go apply some make up as I didn't want to look rough. We were all going is start packing tokay SI we can just go tomorrow.I was excited not gonna lie. I Was super scared though TI tell them about my results. I pushed the thoughts to the back of my head and headed upstairs. Morgan following behind me. Me and him entered the room and I began getting my make up ready

"Emilee I can't hold This is any longer, but oh my god you and calum are my ship I'm sorry but it's true" he said quickly. I felt a smile creep into my face, that's bad Emilee stop!

"Really?" Was all that came out of my mouth.

"Really really, it's like he's trying to make you his dirty little secret" he says folding some of his flannels. Once I applied my make up properly we began to pack and carried on the convocation.

"Dirty little secret?" I asked. It sounded weird and mysterious. And to be honest made me want more.

"Yeah! He can't keep looking at you, I saw you the other night, dancing and all that, and just the way he held you it was like you were his and only HIS precious little thing, and just the way he takes in every bit of you, and looks at you like your the most perfect person alive. Its like your the only thing that makes him truly happy..." Morgan said. I was shocked. Did calum really feel this way about me.

"We made out" I quickly said bluntly. His head darts up and he stares at me, a smirk appears on his face.

"No way..." he says the smirk still plastered to his face. I nod and smile a little.

"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!" He says giggling and jumping up and down, he ran up to me and hugged me tight. Huh, I thought he would be all pissy at me but he seems happy about it. We continue packing our bags, and listening to music. We discuss things Like celebrity crushes and TUMBLR and just normal stuff.

Half an hour later and we're done, all our summer stuff is ready, ipod, plug in speaker, maps, suncream, shades everything. We were set, well me and Morgan were. I then we Calum standing in the door way. I look at Morgan and he leaves while smirking. Calum smiles at me and he looks so cute. He was still shirtless and it was really hard to keep my eyes off his abs.

"Hey sunshine" he says to me sweetly.

"Hey cal" I smile back. He walks closer to me and grabs my wrist, he pulls me over gently. He places his index finger over my mouth.

"Sh, okay Em, I know Morgan and ELLIE know, but I want you to be my little secret okay?" He asks smirking but serious. It was hot. I kinda liked the idea of this. That sounds so bad but I did, I liked seeing this mysterious dark side of Calum. I nod, and he smiles widely. I still don't know his true feelings nor do I know mine yet but I'm just so confused were just going to have to see what happens next.

Calum wrapped his arms around my waist and pressed our bodies together. He was warm and loving. He looked down on my as I looked up at him. He bent down slowly and connected our lips. They moved in perfect sync with eachother. then he pulled away and headed back over to the door.

"Secret" he whispers. I giggle and nod.

"Go pack you idiot!" I said we both chuckled then he went off to pack. I can't believe I'm saying this. But I liked kissing Calum. His lisp were soft and gentle. But I do miss Lukes lips upon mine...wait Emilee no! What Luke did to me was wrong and out if order, he hurt me more than he ever has before. wait. Maybe I needed this?

Is Calum my escape?

Authors note---> ugh! Sorry if this was really short and crappy, I hope your all doing fab, I'm going to listen to shane dawson podcast in a minute bc I love shane Dawson so much. anyway please vote and recommend, love you all thanks byeee xx