Remember me - hemmings [3]

Chapter 23:

Quick authors note----> there is going to be a quick time jump to the day just before the funeral, don't worry nothing happened after chapter 22 they just went in as normal <3

Calum's POV:

I woke up to see Emilee rummaging round through her wardrobe and drawers, Lukes quiet snores filled the room as she continued. I stretched my arms out and groaned a little.

"Oh hey Calum" Emilee whispered. While pulling out what seemed like a Nirvana tee.

"Hey sunshine" I always call her sunshine now, when she was in hospital with Grace I would visit her a lot with Luke and we would call eachother weird names I just stuck with sunshine as it resembled her best well in my opinion it did. She pulled on black ripped at the knee skinny jeans, her nirvana tee and a baggy long sleeved grey jumper and then her all black converse. I was caught staring when she clapped her hand quietly, I snapped out my gaze and she giggled a cute giggle. She brushed her long wavy hair and then applied mascara.

"Babe how come your up so early anyway?" I ask her while scratching my bare chest.

"Chemo" she sighed. She stood up straight and looked annoyed. She was cute when she was annoyed. What? No. No way Calum stop.

Emilee's POV:

The fact that I had chemo today really sucked, I was absolutely 100% not in the mood I mean surely someone would of informed my therapist I was having a hard time and yet she still expects me to come in. Luke sat up and leant against the headboard.

"Sorry if I woke you babe" I said to Luke as he yawned. My head begun to pound again and I hated it.

"It's okay beautiful" Luke replied, I went over to him and pulled him into my arms for a warm hug. He rocked me back and forth and kissed my shoulder, I saw Calum shift in the corner of my eye then he fake coughed and me and luke chuckled and pulled away. After breakfast Luke took Grace to her childminders and me and Cal were left until my appointment was which was ten minutes from now.

I walked into the kitchen where Calum was scrolling through his phone. My head throbbed again and I almost lost my balance and stumbled. But I felt hand wrap round my waist helping me keep my balance. I look up and I am met with Calum's deep brown eyes staring into my hazel ones. I stand up and he helps me.

"Are you okay Em?" Calum asks placing a hand on my cheek. I flinch a little at his touch.

"Y-yeah fine I should probably go bye cal" I say and kiss his cheek and hug him tightly.

"Bye sunshine" he says and then I head out to my car to drive to the hospital.

-hospital-

This really sucked I literally got out if here like two days ago and now I'm here for another stupid appointment fir my stupid tumour. I slumped down lazily on the rather uncomfortable waiting chairs after I signed in. I pulled out my phone and scrolled through Twitter and tumblr. I stopped as a text post came up with the hashtag #goodbyesunshine I clicked on it and saw pictures of Mikey with fans, and edits ABD long upsetting and depressing paragraphs. I felt the hot tears prick in my eyes, I quickly came out of Tumblr and locked my phone while wiping a tear away.

I looked around the waiting area, I saw a little bald girl with a cannula tube in her nose, poor thing. She looks at me and waves and smiles. I wave and smile back then her mother sees me and sends me a death glare while taking her daughter by the hand and pulling her out of the waiting room. Woah.

"Emilee?" The nurse came out and said looking round. I stand up and give an awkward wave then we head down some halls and then into a room where a doctor was sat typing away at his computer key board. He turns round in his spinning chair and smiles.

"Ah hello Emilee, nice to see you my name is Dr. Canford" He said extending his arm and holding out his hand for me to shake.

"Uh hi" I said and shook his hand. He sat down and pulled out a clip board and a pen.

"Now Emilee, I know your probably wondering why we called you in so early after your terrible loss" oh so someone did tell him about what happened. I nodded my head in agreement.

"Well we have asked you to come in because we are extremely concerned about the growth of your tumour, you see when the accident occurred it caused your tumour to become traumatic as it became more and more inflamed due to your injuries it began to expand, and unfortunately it expanded to a rather critical mass." Doctor Harrison adds. I hold my face in my hands, I rub my temples, this is so much to take in right now oh my days. All I do is nod, I'm on the edge of crying I'm tired and I feel to weak to do anything right now.

"We understand that this is a lot to take in Emilee, but we are doing it fit your own health and safety, now we're going to head over to the x Ray department as I want to study more of your tumour so I can figure out the right procedures needed" He said calmly placing a hand on my wrist. I take a deep breath and smile.

"Okay let's go" I said, he smiled back we then got up and he began leading me towards the x Ray department. I trailed behind dragging my feet along behind me and every step feeling more and more weaker, the last few days have been hell fir me and I feel like I just wanna fall asleep on a cloud and float away from my problems. if that's what heaven is take me there.

We walk in and he instructs me on what to do, I nod understandingly I then enter the dark room, I lie my self down on the bed and then wait fir the machine to do its thing. I have to keep dead still otherwise I'll mess up. I close my eyes and try to relax. I begin to day dream.

Flashback:

"Emilee kitten!" I hear a voice I turn round to see michael running towards me with the hose pipe.

"Ah go away clifford! I hate you " I scream at him through laughter. I see Calum Ashton and Luke all laughing while watching me and Mikey.

"Quick Michael she's gonna get away!" I hear luke shout. I collapse on the floor laughing and then I'm sprayed with water.

"Gotcha Em" michael says giggling.

"I hate you" I say through chuckles.

"No you don't, bestfriends?" He asks me I roll my eyes and get up. I nod my head in agreement and he cheers.

"Till the end yeah?" He asks again, I laugh at him and smile.

"Till the end"

Flashback over:

"Emilee your done you can come out now" The doctor says. I sit up, and rub my temple I had a major headache. A tear dripped onto my hand, I didn't know I was crying? I felt under with my eyes and there were wet patches. Oh. I sighed and wiped them away. I climb off the bed and then back out to doctor Canford.

"Your free to go Emilee Thankyou for your cooperation today, a letter should, be sent to you tomorrow morning about your results" he says smiling.

"Thanks sir" I say he nods and paths my shoulder. I grab my bag and then start heading back through the long corridors and back out to my car. I hop in a sigh, I need to be home I want food and I want cuddles.

--Skip boring car ride--

Once I walk in a immediately run upstairs to pull on my joggers and sweet shirt. Once I'm done I head back downstairs and find Calum watching "Gladiator". I slump down in the seat next to him and I hear him chuckle.

"What?" I ask confused.

"Nothing" he says, I brush it off soon after.

"Uh cal where's Luke and Grace?" I ask looking around and listening for sounds.

"He dropped Grace off and then told me he had to go out" he replied . His eyes fixed to the to screen. I nod and then start watching the film.
I then feel my eyes getting heavier and heavier as I fall into a deep sleep.

Authors note----> ugh sorry if it was bad, I'm super tired right now it's unreal, anyway sorry it's just a filler I promise I'll do a better one next time ok please leave a vote and please recommend it would mean a lot THANKYOU I love you all byeee xx