Remember me - hemmings [3]

Chapter 42:

Authors note----> okay so this is it...the last chapter, and I'm sad about it but ready to start new fanfictions, there will be an epilogue after and up tonight hopefully love you all so much thank you for everything, enjoy xx

PRESENT DAY:

Emilees POV:

Seconds seemed like minutes and minutes felt like hours, each time even more pain coursed through my body.

I woke up to a blinding light shining down on me. I looked around to see a very familiar soon, a hospital room. I looked down at my arms to see tubes attached to both, I felt a cannula attached to my nose too. I lead against the pillow and sighed, it hurt to move. You can't move, you can't think because the pain is unbearable. And I feel myself getting weaker, I feel myself fading away, I feel myself dying. And that's the scariest part.

Ellie enters the room, she runs up to me and hugs me tight. Telling me she had phones to tell everyone where we were and that they were on their way, I nod and pull away.

"How are you feeling?" Ellie asked, I just shrug not knowing how I felt, I hurt, a lot but I didn't know how I actually felt and it confused me. I sat in the bed not really doing much, I mean what can you do while your sitting in a hospital bed? Not much. And it sucked. Then the doors opened and in walked Ashton, Calum, Morgan and Troye, but where was Luke? He might be here in a minute. It hurts that Luke is not here but I'm sure he will come, so I brush it off.

They all sit by my bed telling me to stay strong and that they are here for me. Suddenly the doctor calls Ellie out. We watch intently as they remove our bestfriend from the room, they asked for the closest one to me, they could of took them all but Ellie decided to go. So there I was again sat there not knowing what to do.

Then the door bursts open and in walks Luke with his rucksack. He looks at me and begins to cry, he runs up to me and carefully takes me in his protective arms, it wasn't long ago since we were doing this exact same thing I hated being in hospital in as been here far to much but I felt safe as I sat in his arms.

I suddenly cough as I find it hard to breathe and Calum turns the oxygen tank up and I settle again, Luke looks at me and removes a piece of hair out if my face. He smiles a sympathetic smoke and kisses my forehead.

"I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you, this is all my fault, I caused this stress and that's why your here, I'm so sorry baby" He says looking down, his hand wrapped tightly in mine. I take him on my arms once again.

"None of this is your fault, I promise" I say rubbing circles in his shoulder blades. Then the door opens again to revel a sad looking Ellie. The doctor places her hand on her back and ask if she is okay, she mumbles something but I don't hear, she then comes and sits in the arm chair next to me on my right. She reaches her left hand over and takes my hand in hers while she leans on the other arm.

"Ellie what happened?" Morgan asked her, we all match as she shuts her eyes tight shut, she teen opened them again and looked at me and tears started falling down her pale cheeks. I rub circles on the back of her hand and she exhales.

"The doctor called me out because they wanted to talk to me and Emilees condition. I can't even go on" She says breaking down. Ashton quickly runs up to her and picks her up bridal style. He mimes to me that he's going to take her out and get some air and I nod, he then leaves. A knot is left tied in my stomach, I was dying to know what the doctor said but something told me it was bad and so it threw me off a bit.

"There is someone here to see you by the way" Luke says. I furrow my eye brows together he smiles and walks towards the door he opens it and motions for someone to come in, and then in walks little Grace and Ashley holding hands with a nurse. I instantly smile as Grace runs up to my bedside.