Remember me - hemmings [3]

Chapter 8

Authors note----> sorry I haven't updated in a while but I've been quite busy anyway there was drama in tge last chapter be warned it all gets a bit intense mwuhahaha.

Emilees POV:

"I'm dying" I whisper to myself. It was a cold night, wind and a lot of it. I led there in the dark , cold and helpless. I take another mouthful of alcohol, I begin to cry.

"What am I doing?" I say through sniffles as I stare at the now empty liquor bottle. I threw it away angry and frustrated with myself for being so utterly stupid. I notice I still had the cigarette in my hand. I bring it to my mouth. I hold it there for about ten seconds contemplating what to do.
"Your pathetic" I heard in my head.
"Your so weak and watery" said another.
"Your gonna die anyways" I heard another and that's did it for me. The voices inside my head took over me, so I decided to shove the last bit in my mouth. I inhale the smoke and exhale it through my nose. I chuck the cigarette butt away and hold my head in my hands.

I suddenly start to feel woozy and tired and weak. I try to stand up but fall back down onto my hands and knees, my head begins to pound  and I hold it tight resulting myself into falling to the ground. I breath and pant heavily.

"Your right" I whisper to myself.

"You are weak" I say to myself and then everything goes black.

Lukes POV:

"Daddy where's mummy?" Grace asks tugging on the hem of my vans shirt. I lift her up in my arms and hold her tightly.

"I-I don't know princess" I whisper to her, she nuzzles into my neck. I hold her tight and begin to cry, Emilee hasn't been back for almost 4 hours now. Why? Have I done anything? Have I said something I shouldn't? Does she not want me anymore? All this makes me so confused and upset.
"Come on luke, even you know that's not true" I whisper to myself. Grace takes my face in her tiny  hands and outs her forehead to mine. She kisses my nose and smiles.

"I love mummy a lot and you love mummy alot" Grace says. I smile and peck her on her tiny lips. She giggles.

"Come on baby lets go find mummy" I say through tears. She nods and we walk to the car.

----10 minutes later----
We look through the streets in the dark hoping for success in finding Emilee. We turn down the street where the park was, and there she was lying down on the cold hard floor.
"MUMMY!" Grace shouts banging the window. I get out.

"Stay here baby girl don't worry mummy is fine" I say she begins to cry. I run into the park and fall to my knees right next to Emilee's body.

Emilees POV:

I hear foot steps quickly running towards me. Then suddenly someone sits down next to me I hear the familiar voice and smell the familiar scent. I flicker my eyes open and I see a worried pale looking Luke.

"Luke !! I told you not to come!" I say standing up and backing away from him. I hate doing this, but soon he won't be able to cope.

"Why Emilee?! Huh tell me why!!" He shouts.

"Because" I mumble looking away.

"Is it because I'm not good enough?! Do you not want me anymore?" he says angry and frustrated through gritted teeth.

"Of course I want you! Of course I love you!" I shout at him again edging closer to him.

"God Emilee you always cause so much drama!" He shouts

"Oh I cause drama?! Oh ok" I say at him snarling.

"Yeah you do your a stuck up bitch and I hate you!" Luke shouts he fists are clenched and his veins in his neck and arms are showing. That's it I walk up to him our faces only milometres apart.

"Well I hate you to even more than you hate me" I whisper.

"You don't mean that" he says still snarling.

"Oh hell yeah I do" I whisper and then it happens, the thing I was frightened of the most. My cheek began to burn as lukes hand hit It I back away holding my cheek. I begin to cry as the pain burns on my skin. I look at Luke and he's crying both his hands are covering his mouth.

"E-Emilee I'm so s-sorry" he sniffles running towards me. Once he gets closer to me I push him away almost causing him to fall over.

"Your a dick head luke!! Get away from me...and grace" I say beginning to cry once more.
I begin to walk to the car I open the back door and Grace was asleep I lift her up in my arms.

"No Emilee please I can't lose you both please Emilee don't do this" Luke says running up to me. I don't say anything I just hold Grace close to my chest tightly.

"Goodbye Luke" I say and call Michael. I arrange to stay over Michael's he says its fine.

"No Emilee please" he pleads through sniffles and rolling tears.

"I'm sorry I'm dying" I say and begin to cry, I begin to walk to Michael's luckily he's only a street away from the park. I hear Luke get in the car and drive away. Of course I still love him, I want him back already but I can't take him back that quickly when he's just slapped me. I love him so much and I need him back here with me now but I cant. I just cant.

Authors note----> wow that was hard to write :( anyway hope you liked it don't forget to vote and recommended love you all Byeee ️xxx