Its only a see you later

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAROLD!! 🥳🎉🎊

Louis POV

Jaz is leaving today, I don't know what to do. Once I had gotten home from talking to Harry I called Jaz and told her everything, she said to give Harry a chance. I'm driving to her house now. It takes everything in me not to cry while driving. I pull into her house and the second I go to knock on the door it's opened and I'm pulled into a hug. I break, I sob and I try not to scream. She can't leave, not now that everything is getting better. I don't know how long we have been holding on to each other and crying. Her mom comes up to us and rubs my back. "Sweetie we need to leave soon, I'm sorry" she says sadly. "Jaz please don't leave, I need you" I say between sobs. "I'm sorry Lou" she says sadly. "I love you" I say and kiss her cheek. "I love you too Lou" she says and pulls me into a hug. "Goodbye" I say tears already coming back to my face. "It's not goodbye Lou, it's a see you later" she says with a sad smile. I pull her in to one last hug. "See you later love" I say and we go our separate ways. I get a sing idea.

The second I get home I grab a pencil and paper. As I write tears roll down my face and on to the paper. Luckily you can still see the words. I look over the song and play the melody in my head.

A week ago you said to me
"Do you believe I'll never be too far"
If you're lost, just look for me
You'll find me in the region of the summer stars
The fact that we can sit right here and say goodbye
Means we've already won
A necessity for apologies between you and me
Baby, there is none
Awh, e had some good times, didn't we?
Awh, we had some good tricks up our sleeve
Awh, goodbyes are bittersweet
But it's not the end
I'll see your face again
You will find me
And you will find me
In places that we've never been
For reasons we don't understand
Walking in the wind
Walking in the wind
Yesterday I went out to celebrate the birthday of a friend
But as we raised our glasses up to make a toast
I realized you were missing
Awh, we had some good times, didn't we?
Awh, we wore our hearts out on our sleeve
Awh, goodbyes are bittersweet
But it's not the end
I'll see your face again
You will find me
And you will find me
In places that we've never been
For reasons we don't understand
Walking in the wind
Walking in the wind
I know I'll be your anchor
Just close your eyes and see
I'll be by your side
Any time you're needing me, oh yeah
You will find me
And you will find me
In places that we've never been
For reasons we don't understand
Walking in the wind
Walking in the wind
Walking in the wind

(I know Harry wrote this song but for the story let's pretend Louis did) It makes sense, it's my song for Jaz. We will never be apart, maybe in distance but never in heart (see what I did there? That cheesey line) We will see each other again and we can stay connected through our phones. I look at the time and realize it's 12pm. I get ready for bed and get my outfit picked out for tomorrow so I can sleep in longer.

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I walk into the school nervously. I'm not gonna have Jaz today and I'm eating lunch with my ex who I'm still in love with just a tad and his boyfriend. What could go wrong? I keep my head down and just go to my classes. I sit down at my desk and a couple seconds later a mop of curls plops down next to me. "Hey Louis" he says with a big ole grin. "Hi Harry" I say and turn toward him. "How was your Sunday?" He says. "It was okay, I had to say bye to Jaz" I say sadly. He gets up and hugs me. "I'm sorry" he mumbled into my hair. I just shrug and the teacher comes in. The rest of the day goes like this, all I can think about is showing Jaz the song I wrote about her and not messing up lunch today. Finally the bell rings for lunch. As I'm walking in the hallway I see a football (soccer) sign up sheet and remember what Jaz and I talked about, I quickly sign my name then head to the cafeteria. I walk in and instantly see Harry, that dork waves me over.

I walk over there and sit down. "Heyyyy Louisss" he says with a big grin. "Hiiiii Harold" I say and watch his lips turn to a pout. "M'names not Harold Lewis" he replies grumpily. "Oh now that's passing the line" I pout and we make eye contact. It doesn't take more then three seconds until we are doubling over in laughter. "Hey where's Zayn?" I ask curiously, I mean I'm happy he's not here but I'm still curious. "Uh I don't know, he was at school this morning. Maybe he had a stomach ache" Harry says with a shrug. Huh weird. I shrug it off and spend the rest of the lunch period messing around with Harry. "Louis why haven't you eaten?" Harry says eyeing me up and down. "M'had a big breakfast" I reply rubbing my stomach to make it more believable. He looks at me skeptically then shrugs. "You still coming over on Saturday for video games?" He turns and looks at me. "I'm let me check my schedule" I reply and look at my hand. "Oh it says I'm busy all year and can only hangout with people who don't have the name Harry. Darn it sorry mate" I say smiling. Harry looks at me and pouts. "That's not fair" he says looking like a puppy. "Sorry man but you have the name Harry" I say chuckling. "I'll let you call me Harold all day Saturday" he says with a smirk. "Okay fine, I'll be there" I say waving my hang in dismissal. The rest of the lunch goes smoothly and we just talk and laugh, Zayn never shows up so it's just the two of us.

I drive home and see that the girls are at friends house and my mums working. I sit in the couch and start watching the news when my phone goes off.

From Jaz:
Hey Bub how was school without my awesomeness

To Jaz: Not gonna lie pretty well, I don't have this annoying person by my side. Plus I had lunch with Harry so I was distracted.

From Jaz: Uhm rude. Anyways that's cool but he better know not to hurt you again

To Jaz: We are only friends Jaz plus I'm still trying to fully forgive him, it's hard after everything but he's sacrificed too when we were together.

From Jaz: I just don't want to see you hurt

To Jaz: I know and I love you for that

From Jaz: I love you too and I miss you but I have to go eat dinner 🙄😘

To Jaz: I miss you too ❤️

With that I close my phone and check the time, it's already 7:00pm. I sigh and decide I should do homework. Once I finish my homework I shower and get ready for bed. Another night in a silent empty house.

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