Another life

Surprise

💚DID YOU GO TO LOUIS SHOW? I DID AND LET ME TELL YOU IT WAS AMAZING!! ALSO WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON COPY OF A COPY OF A COPY?💙

Harry's POV

   Watching Louis walk away with that girl and what they are planning on doing made my stomach turn and twist, a feeling I've never felt. I also feel a little pang in my chest but why? I don't love him anymore, I have Zayn. But there is one thing that kept bothering me, Louis came out as gay before we got together and now he is dating or at least screwing a girl. I'm gay and just the thought of kissing a girl makes me cringe. I try to shake the thought out of my mind, I shouldn't care about what he does or who he does. The rest of the day went by slow and all I could think about was Louis banging that chick. At lunch I sat with Kendall and god damn is she annoying and her friend Camille was just trying to get into my pants even though it's very clear I am gay. My first day was literal hell. Once the bell rang to go home and I met up with my bodyguard outside and our car was already pulled up, I hop in with a bunch of thoughts about what's happened today and we drive to my moms. "Hey mom" I yell as I walk through the door. "Hey sweetie. How was school?" She says and smiles at me. "It was different, not what I expected" I reply. "Let me guess you ran into Louis?" She says with a knowing look. "Uh yeah. How'd you know?" I reply genuinely curious. "Well he's changed quite a bit, and you know how Jay works and even after everything that happened I still am close with Louis and his mom so I know stuff." She replies saying the last part with a small frown. "Oh" is all I say and run upstairs. I throw myself onto my bed and look at my phone.
         *One message from Zayn*

Zayn: Hey bubs how was school?

Me: Hey. It sucked

Zayn: I'm sorry. How can I make you feel better?

Me: I think a Zayn massage would be nice but saying you're all the way in California and I'm Doncaster that's not gonna happen then I guess somehow distract me.

Zayn: I know just what to do, go outside.

I'm confused on why I would go outside but do it anyways. When I walk outside I'm engulfed into a hug and I start kicking and punching thinking I'm being kidnapped until a hear a yelp great I can tell is Zayns. "Zayn!" I yell and hug him back. "Hey bubs" Zayn says and pecks my cheek. We make our way inside and are quiet because my mom is asleep by now. I tell Zayn about my day at school leaving out the parts about Louis. Zayn ends up telling me that he missed me the second I left and decided to come back to school with me.
Him coming to school with me is a bit odd. I mean I'm happy to see him but, I have to admit that I want to talk to Louis. I mean when I saw him today he was different- very different. I mean he looks good, but he doesn't look happy.
Nothing about him seems happy at all. Even after Fizzy and his dad died he never seemed this broken.
But then again maybe Zayn coming to school could be a good thing. I guess I'll see for sure tomorrow.
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Zayn and I parked in the far back corner of the parking lot so people don't know where we came from or track our license plate. I pass Zayn his backpack that was in his backseat.
"Ha." Zayn tells me with a short laugh. "Get a load of those two." He says gesturing over to the car next to us. I get what he's saying quickly when I hear sounds from the girl.
"Fuck! Louis, I think you're too big for me!" The girl screams. I hear Louis laugh distinctly. It makes my heart irk in every corner and makes me feel terrible. The thought of him inside anyone else makes me hurt more than I want it too.
And was he just lying to me about being gay? "Let's go." I tell Zayn gesturing my head towards the school.
"We still have ten minutes. I don't have the energy to deal with screaming girls." Zayn whines to me sitting his ass onto my car.
"Yeah. But I can't deal with screaming girl." I say gesturing to the car. Zayn lets out a low hard laugh.
He grabs onto my hand pulling me towards the hood of the roof with him. "Oh chill out Harold." Zayn tells me using the name I absolutely can't bear.
"Whatever. How's it been in Hollywood without me?" I ask Zayn settling down next to him. Him and I are both startled by Loub- Louis and that girl getting out of the car.
Louis catches my eyes with his for a second and a big part of me wants him inside of me, wants his lips, wants the taste of him on my tongue again. But then the other part of me is sitting next to Zayn and watching Louis walk further away from me.
"Alright let's go." Zayn tells me grabbing onto our backpacks. It annoys me that he wants to leave now, after it had all finished.
"Are you fucking stalking me?" Louis turned around abruptly yelling it at me. "Back the fuck up and don't forget your place." The anger leaks out of him. He turns back around resting his arm over that bitches shoulder. It pings me in the heart. Worse. He lifts his free hand up, flipping me off and continuing to walk away from me.
"What's up with you and that kid?" Zayn asks me confusedly wrapping his arm around the small of my back.
"I accidentaly bumped into him yesterday?" I tell Zayn with a shrug. "Maybe he just wants to defend his social status?" I tell him with a shrug.