As long as hes not there

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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE 🎄🎁

Louis POV

  I make sure that every time I feel or see Harry glance at me I glare at him. I mean what he thought he could blow me off and everything would be fine when he decides to come back? Well I've got news for him and that's not gonna fucking happen. To make matters even worse Zayn is here, I know I shouldn't care and I'm trying so hard not to but my heart still breaks a little watching them be all coupley.

Harry's POV (night before)
Zayn is peacefully sleeping but I can't fall asleep, I close my eyes and see him, I have them open and I'm thinking of him. Ever since I've come back home it's him, him, and him. (He's talking about Louis in case you guys didn't know) He seems so hurt and he's not who he was, he's the complete opposite. I don't know what to do so I do the first thing that comes to mind.
I quietly make my way downstairs and open the fridge, I grab the Oreos and sit on the couch. I quietly open the cookie package and start eating the Oreos. "Harry is that you?" My mom whispers. So much for alone time. "Hey hun what's wrong?" She says while sitting next to me. "I don't know mom, I'm not as happy as I once was, I feel like I'm missing something and I don't know what it is, I want to go back to having no issues, I love my fans so much and I want to immediately start writing songs to give to them but I'm just so tired." I reply not seeing why I should lie to my mom. "Oh hunny. I'm sorry but trust me you'll find what your looking for, or who" she says the last part so quietly I almost miss it. Who? What does she mean by "or who"? "Thanks I feel a little better, I love you" I reply not really feeling any better and head up to bed. "Hey bubs where were you?" Zayn asks as I climb into bed. "I couldn't sleep so I just talked to my mum" I reply and close my eyes. Memories start to flood through my mind.
*flashback* Louis and Harry 9th grade

"Haz why are you crying?" Lou says making his way towards me. " it's nothing boo" I reply trying to give him a smile but wince in pain. "It's not nothing who hurt you?" He says and I can here the anger in his tone, so I lie. He can't know that I have been letting Jake and Chris beat me up after school once a week so everything will be okay during school hours for both of us and for Louis to be happy. " I just fell of my bike" I reply pointing to my bike. "Oh Haz you gotta be careful. Cmon I have some Oreos at home we can eat them and cuddle" he say with a big smile and reaching his hand out. I gladly take it and we walk to his house. I really love this boy, I don't know how I got so lucky.
*End of flashback*
Louis POV (After school)
I make my way toward my car the second the bell rings, my day has been shitty enough and I don't need to be bothered or see anyone. I'm almost to my car when my phone rings. I look at the contact and see it's Anne, she's always been a second mom to me and I never stopped hanging out with her.
"Hey Angel" I say into the phone using the name I've called Anne since I was young. "Hey bug" she replied, I remember she would always call me bug because I was so small and I had big eyes. "How are you?" I reply not even trying to hide my smile. "I've been good, how are you sweetie?" She says and I can hear her smile. "That's good to hear, I've been okay." I reply. "Bug I was wondering if you wanted to come over for dinner tonight?" I can tell she's nervous. "Will he be there?" Is all I can say and I try to hide the venom and hatred in my voice but I can tell she heard it. "No he's going out with Zayn" she says with a sigh. "Then yeah I'll be over by 5:30?" I say. "Sounds perfect" she says. "Love you" I say genuinely. "Love you too sweetie" she says and hangs up. It's only 2 so I make my way home for a nap.

I wake up from my nap at 4:30 and make my way into the bathroom so I can shower. Once I'm in the shower I use the same shampoo I've used since 8th grade. Once I'm all clean I get out of the shower with the towel draped on my hips and head towards my room. I throw on a pair of black jeans and a plain black tee and slip on my vans. I quickly send a text to my mom telling her where I'm headed and walk to Anne's since it's not very far. I knock on the door and i'm greeted by Anne.

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