Another life

Practicing

Heyyy I'm finally updating. Sorry it took so long but I'm back and ready to write. I hope everyone is doing well and if you aren't I'm always here. Well enjoy the chapter!!!

Louis POV

"Cause life gets hard and it gets messed up
When you give so much and it's not enough
When the high's too high, and the low's too low
When you love someone and they let you go" I sing with as much emotion as I can. I wrote this song, well I've been writing since Harry left. This song means so much to me and even if I let it hurt me and I continue to hurt myself over it, I'm still here I haven't fully given up. I just need this song to be perfect for when I preform it in front of the judges, I need to make it. I take a sip of water and start from the top.
    "On our way to Twenty Seven
Got a place on the other side of London
Doing better, doing better
And I know you left a part of you
In New York under your bed in a box
But you're doing better, doing better
Life gets hard and it gets messed up
When you give so much, but it's not enough
When the high's too high, and the low's too low
When you love someone and they let you go
Don't you let it kill you
Even when it hurts like hell
Oh, whatever tears you apart
Don't let it break your heart
Time takes time to heal it
You can't do it by yourself
Oh, whatever tears you apart
Don't let it break your heart
It comes and it goes
We're driving down a one-way road
To something better, something better
And what hurts you is gonna pass
And you'll have learnt from it when it comes back
You'll be doing better, yeah, doing better
'Cause life gets hard and it gets messed up
When you give so much, but it's not enough
When the high's too high, and the low's too low
When you love someone and they let you go
Don't you let it kill you
Even when it hurts like hell
Oh, whatever tears you apart
Don't let it break your heart
Time takes time to heal it
You can't do it by yourself
Oh, whatever tears you apart
Don't let it break your heart
Hey!
(Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh) Hey!
(Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh) Hey!
Don't let it break your heart
'Cause life gets hard and it gets messed up
When you give so much and it's not enough
When the high's too high, and the low's too low
When you love someone and they let you go
Don't you let it kill you
Even when it hurts like hell
Oh, whatever tears you apart
Don't let it break your heart
Time takes time to heal it
You can't do it by yourself
Oh, whatever tears you apart
Don't let it break your heart
Don't let it break your heart (Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, hey!)
Don't let it break your heart (Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, hey!)
Don't let it break your heart (Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, hey!)
Don't let it break your heart (Don't let it break your heart)
Don't let it break your heart
(Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, don't let it break your heart)
Don't let it break your heart (Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh)
Don't let it break your heart
Don't let it break your heart"

      Once I finish I feel exhausted I mean I've been practicing for two almost three hours. My voice is horse and I feel like I could drink the whole ocean, even though it's salt water. You know what just pretend that you understand even if you don't. I hear a knock on my door, and a couple seconds later my mom comes walking in. "Hey boo! Are you hungry?" She asks while holding up a sandwich. My favorite, a honey turkey sandwich with mustard. I eagerly nod my head. "Alright boo then come downstairs let's all eat together. Oh and you sound amazing boo" my mom says and I thank her as we make our way downstairs. "Hey girls" I say as we sit on the couch. "We should watch a movie" my mom says excitedly. "Ooo let's watch The Kissing Booth" Phoebe says. "No let's watch The Maze Runner" I say super excited. "Ooooo yessss" they all say in sync. "Lou we know you only want to watch it for Thomas and Newt. Don't even try to say it's for the plot, we all know they are the plot to you" Daisy says matter of factly. "You guyssss" I say while laughing. "Oh my gosh he's so fineeee, like god definitely spent his time on him. Whooo" I say halfway through the movie about Newt. "Told ya" Daisy says with a laugh. Yeah I guess she was right, the movies are amazing though. 

     Harry's POV

Everything's gotta be perfect and I mean per-fect!! I warm up my voice one more time and take a long and needed drink of water. I start again.

"Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this mind, it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me
I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it's you
Oh, it's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me
I know you never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much you weight
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true, it's you
It's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right darling, but I want you to
If I let you know, I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh
And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you, oh, it's you
It's you, they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true, it's you
It's you, they add up to
I'm in love with Lou
And all your little things"

   This song it's perfect I have finally written the perfect song for him. It should show him how much he means to me, I need it to show him how much I love and need him. I have a long speech prepared for after I sing to him, I have the perfect spot to take him for me to sing and do all of this. I have it all planned perfect. We are going to go to our treehouse, under the stars. It'll all be perfect.

*flashback* "Cmon Harry" Louis says running to the treehouse. "The sunsets gonna happen any moment we still need to get to the top" he yells again. He's such a child but I couldn't love that more about him. "I'm coming Lou" I respond laughing and running after him. We rush to the top of the treehouse and barley make it in time. After watching the sunset we just sit there, his head on my chest, my arms around is tiny body. Shivering from the cold but not wanting to move so moving as close as possible for body heat, not wanting the comfortable silence we have and the love we can feel radiating off of one another. "One day if we get married-" Louis starts "when" I correct him. "When we get married I want us to get married here, this place holds so much joy, love, freedom. I want it to be our forever place." He says all lovey dovy and it sounded perfect I mean perfect. "I promise I'll make that happen for you boo" I reply and kiss his forehead. "It'll always be you and I against the world, no matter what. We can always come here and forget about all the problems thrown our way. You and me boo we got this" I tell him and I mean every single word, even if he broke my heart and stomped on it till it turned to dust I wouldn't change a thing because I love him so so much. "You and I" he says and we end the night with a kiss.

*End of flashback*

Harry's POV still

"You and I" I repeat over and over in my head. Those words mean everything to me. Even if he doesn't take me back those words will forever have meaning to me. So I call up my buddy Payton. I open up the box I have locked in my room with all the things Louis had given me and find one of the cute notes he would put in my lunches, I grab it and head to Payton's. About an hour later I head home and get ready for exciting yet scary day for tomorrow.

💙Heyy y'all. I'm sorry it's taken so long to update but here's an update and imma try to update again ASAP. How is everyone? What do you think Harry has planned? Or we'll fully planned? What do you think about Louis being head over heels for Newt and Thomas in Maze Runner?💚

✨Question of the chapter✨ Do you like Marvel? If so what's your favorite movie or show? And who's your favorite character?