Another life

Dreams and Nightmeres

Harry 1st person POV
I feel a tap on my shoulder that wakes me up. I open my eyes and look down at Louis who's laying on my chest. He has a nervous look on his face when i look down at him. "I'm sorry I couldn't sleep." He says with a shaky voice. I look down at the beautiful boy who's anxiously waiting for a response. "Are you cold baby?" I question him with a caring tone. He bites his lip and wraps his hands around each other. "I was just thinking about what you said earlier." He seems to ask for my approval in his eyes. My approval to think about it. "The girls went inside." I tell Louis. He nods offering a quick explanation. "They got cold." I watch the way he bites his lip and breaks eye contact with me. It's a cut nervous habit but I wish he wasn't so nervous with me. "What did you think about what I said?" I ask him. Now I'm the nervous one. "When'd you fall out of love with me Harry. What was the exact moment that you realized you had nothing for me anymore and chose Zayn?" His words are bitter and cold. "Louis I broke up with Zayn two days ago. I never stopped loving you and realized I was selfish for it. Every song, like i said has been about you." I say it nicely to Louis trying to get it through his head. He slowly lifts himself up off of me. Did I just scare him away? He calmly jumps off of the trampoline and walks back inside. I widen my eyes surprised. They widen even more when he walks back out just as calm. He doesn't look back at all his eyes focused on mine. "Get up." He says it commandingly and I do as he says jumping to my feet and sliding my shoes on. Is he kicking me out right now? "Follow me." He walks me to his car and we don't utter a word. He starts it and still nothing. We just let the air sit between us twisting our emotions. I notice that he isn't taking me to my house after a while and that he's actually taking the path to the beach. "You're eighteen?" He asks me taking a turn into a parking lot. I nod still confused about what he's doing. Slowly I look up and realize he pulled into a hotel parking lot. "It's one am I don't think they're gonna be open. You can just drop me off back home or I can walk." I say harshly running my fingers through my hair. "Can you just fucking trust me?" He says it as a yell. I can tell he's frustrated. "Shit I'm sorry Lou. Let's try it I guess." I say getting out of the car and rounding it to walk in with him. I'm extremely surprised when I see the lady at the front desk still sitting down working on something. Lou turns to me with a smug look on his face. We continue to walk in and he hands me $70 to give the lady. I shove it back into his hand and just hand the lady my own card. We chat with her for a bit and eventually walk up to the room. I'm surprised when Louis follows me. I'm even more surprised when I eye him up and down while he slides the key in for the door. Little Lou seems like he's way more awake than either of us. As soon as Louis closes the door behind us he reaches up for the back of my neck to kiss me.
SMUT WARNING LOLZ
I jump in surprise but slowly sink into it. We kiss slowly for a while until it turns hungry wanting more. I grab Lou's arms and press them against the wall and have my other hand around his throat. He dips into me and our bodies contract against each other getting closer and farther. Back and forth. In and out. We move together synchronizing. I move my lips from his and down to his neck. I find his sweet spot easily and begin sucking on it earning moans from Louis. I move my arms so he's no longer pinned against the wall other than the way my body is pressing him to it. The first thing he does is take them down to my pants slowly unbuttoning them and sliding them off of me. I let him break the kiss and take off his shirt. I bring my hand down to Louis and slowly begin jerking him off. I watch as he gets close to his high and change my hand to my mouth licking all the way along it. I let the tip of him sit back in my throat and let him cum down my throat. He tastes so fucking good. "Fuck Harry-"
SMUT OVER LOLZ
"Harry. Wake up." There's a tap on my shoulder. "Wake up Harry." The voice says again. I open my eyes to Louis standing over me with a blank face. I watch the way he isn't letting any emotions through it. I sigh realizing that nothing in my dream is real. And maybe I wish it was a little too much. I also remember that I haven't broken up with Zayn yet. "You need to leave" Louis says harshly. "What's wrong is everything okay?" I ask sorry lacing my voice. "I just-I need you to leave" he says again. "Lou what's wrong?" I reply my worry growing. "Just fooking leave for fooks sake" he yells. "M'sorry. I'm leaving right now." I look at my phone and see that it's 3:30 in the morning. I quietly grab my stuff and leave, trying to not think about the change in Louis personality and the fear that rolled down my cheek.

Louis POV

"I love you so much, I've never stopped and never will. Please give me a chance, let me treat you like the little princess you are Lou. I'm never going to hurt you again. Please do me the greatest honor and let me take you out" Harry says slowly and looks me straight in the eye. "You promise you won't hurt me again Harry?" I ask him doubtfully. "Never in a million years" he replies and I look into his eyes for any emotion showing he's lying but I see nothing. "Okay. Yess Harry I'll go out with you" I reply and he pulls me into a huge hug. I hug back and see that he has a huge grin on his face. He grabs my hand and we head to a small diner. We have a great time and I get to know this Harry better. He drops me off at my house and kisses me on the porch, I didn't feel the usual sparks though. As we pull away I look into his eyes and see mischief, I shake it off not even a second later when he shows me his dimpled smile. We say our goodbyes and I head inside.

Harry and I have been dating for a couple months now and prom is coming up. We are holding hands and walking down the hallway to the cafeteria when Harry tells me he has to go to the bathroom. I tell him okay and head to the cafeteria by myself. When I walk through the doors I hear music playing, I look at the stage in the cafeteria and see Harry standing there.

Sweet creature
Had another talk about where it's going wrong
But we're still young
We don't know where we're going
But we know where we belong
And oh we started
Two hearts in one home
It's hard when we argue
We're both stubborn
I know, but oh
Sweet creature, sweet creature
Wherever I go, you bring me home
Sweet creature, sweet creature
When I run out of road, you bring me home
Sweet creature
We're running through the garden
Oh, where nothing bothered us
But we're still young
I always think about you and how we don't speak enough
And oh we started
Two hearts in one home
I know, it's hard when we argue
We're both stubborn
I know, but oh
Sweet creature, sweet creature
Wherever I go, you bring me home
Sweet creature, sweet creature
When I run out of road, you bring me home
I know when we started
Just two hearts in one home
It gets harder when we argue
We're both stubborn
I know, but oh
Sweet creature, sweet creature
Wherever I go, you bring me home
Sweet creature, sweet creature
When I run out of road, you bring me home
You'll bring me home

Harry sang to me oh so beautifully. "Loubear please make me the happiest and luckiest man at thus school and go to prom with me" he said looking me straight in the eyes. I nod my head then fun into his arms. "Yes of course Harry. I love you" I say and hold him tighter. "I love you too Boobear" he says and pulls away.

*prom night*

Harry and I have been dancing for about half an hour now and they are about to announce the prom Queen and king. "The prom queen and king is... Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson" I look at Harry and jump up excitedly and scream. "We won Harry we won" I say smiling so big I could feel my face starting to hurt. We do our couple dance and get crowned. Tonight was one of the best night of my life.

*end of school year*
"Harry please don't leave" I say tears streaming down my face. "I have to leave boo. I promise I'll text you and call you" Harry replies a tear falling down. "I love you" I say. Harry hums and finishes up putting one his cap and gown. "Do you have to leave after we graduate?" I ask quietly. "Yep" Harry says annoyed. "Well okay" I say sadly and we make our way to the school. "Harry Styles" the principal says and everyone cheers. "I'm so happy to graduate this year with some amazing people. I would also like to say to Louis Tomlinson that I won't be contacting you after I leave and I've never loved you because the whole thing was something Zayn and I had planned. I love him and not you." Harry says and passionately kisses Zayn.

I wake up drenched in sweat and tears in my eyes. I look to my right and notice the girls must've gotten cold and went into the house. I look to my left and hear small moans coming from Harry thick pink lips. He opens his eyes. I can't let him hurt me again, I've tried so hard to keep these walls up. I can't let them come crashing down for him just to have him break my heart again. I have to push him away before I become more attached. So that's what I do.

💚I hope you enjoyed this chapter. It was definitely fun to write. Smelly did write a little bit of the beginning of this chapter because some stuff had happened and I couldn't write but I later decided to write to take my mind off things. How have y'all been? If you ever need to talk feel free to dm me about anything or even if you just want to talk or be friends. Please vote and comment :). Have a wonderful night or day💙