Another life

Breaking up

💚OKAY THIS PHOTO SHOUKD BE ILLEGAL. LOUIS IS SUPER LUCKY💙

Harry's POV

Two days. That's how long it's been since I've seen Louis, I don't know what happened and I'm trying to give him space but I haven't even caught a glimpse of him. Today is the day though, the day I break up with him. Who's him? Well Zayn (did you forget about him? I almost did). He has been spending so much time with Gigi and I've never been fully with him, my heart has always been with Louis. It was my mentality that was with Zayn nor my heart and Zayn was really only there to fill that void of Louis. And yes I know I could've stayed in contact with Louis but I've already explained myself and not talking to him is my biggest regret in life but I'm going to win him back because I'm in love with him. Always have and always will. I just need to show him. But first I need to break things off with Zayn, it isn't fair to keep leading him on and pretending I love him when I don't maybe I did for awhile but I definitely don't anymore.

I look through my drawers trying to find an outfit. I decide to wear brown Chelsea boots, black skinnies, and a white KISS shirt.

HARRYS OUTFIT^^^^^
I fix up my hair and head out the door to the park when we are meeting at. I drive there with my hands sweating, so many things could go wrong but I'm hoping for the better. When I get there I see Zayn sitting at a park bench. I slowly make my way toward him, taking deep breaths. "Hi Harry" He says looking up at me. "H-Hey Zayn" I replied cursing myself in my head for stuttering. "You wanted to talk" he says kind of harshly. "Oh Um yeah" I reply and take a deep breath before I start. "Zayn you are a really great guy and I'm sure you will find the right girl or guy out there but that person isn't me. I don't want to not be honest with you. I don't think my heart was every fully in this relationship maybe not even at all. It's not cool of me to keep this relationship going if I can't give you my all and I realize now that I never have given you my all, not even half of that and for that I am sorry. I hope we can stay friends and it'll take time but I think we could get to that point but I can't keep telling you that I love you because I only love you in a platonic way. I'm sorry Zayn but I'm breaking up with you" I say and feel the weight lifted off my shoulders. "I think you are right Harry and to be honest with you I think I've already found that person. I hate to say this because I know it wasn't right but since we have met Gigi I have been cheating with her and honestly I'm already deeply in love with her. I'm sorry that I wasn't loyal but I planned on ending it soon too. I would love to stay friends Harry you really are a great lad" Zayn says and I feel myself smile. I pull Zayn into a hug. "I'm happy you've found that person. Yeah it wasn't right to cheat on me but I have been thinking and honestly never have stopped thinking about Louis. He is my world, my sunshine, my everything. I messed things up with him when I became a star and I would give anything to get him back because I love him and I have never stopped." I say and just thinking of Louis made me smile. "That's great to hear. I'm happy you have also found your person. I can talk to Gigi and we can help you get him back." Zayn says and honestly this is going way better then I thought it would. "Yeah Zayn that would be awesome. I'll call you when I can think of something" I say and he smiles. We hug one last time and say our goodbyes. I drive home with a smile on my face and can't wait to get my boy back.

Louis POV

Two days. That's how long it's been since I've eaten. Two days. That's the last time I was clean. Two days. Was the last time I've seen Harry. My mum has made sure I showered but she hasn't noticed the scars or the cuts, she hasn't noticed the bags under my eyes or the fact I only play with my food and not eat it.

¥ Time skip to morning of school ¥

I wake up dreading to go to the hell hole I call school. I don't even try to look presentable. I slowly brush my teeth not having the strength to move any faster. I go to grab my backpack and can barley lift it. Weak. Weak. Weak. Is all I hear in my head trying to grab my bag. My arms itch and I'm dying to cut. I look at my phone and see I don't have time. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I wince and finically grab my bag. I slowly make my way out of the house. I barely make it to the classroom on time. I take my seat next to Harry's desk but he isn't there yet. I grab my notebook so I can take notes for the math work. About five minutes into class the door burst open and Harrys comes in panting and had bags under his eyes. "Mr. Styles do you have an excuse as for why you are late?" The teacher asks him. "Uhm yeah. I was up late working out something for someone who means a lot to me-" he makes eye contact with me and all I can do is stare into his eyes. I don't hear anything else he says. I say I want to be away from him because that's what's best for me but he's like a magnet and I'm the metal. He makes me happy and on my toes but I'm scared to get hurt again, I don't think I can go through that pain again. The eye contact is broken as he makes his way to his desk. He sits next to me. "Hey" he says voice cracking a little bit. "Hi" I say quietly. "Why's your voice cracking?" I say my curiosity getting the best of me. "I was working on a song" He says and can't meet my eyes. Zayn. That's probably who he was writing songs for. "Oh" I say and focus my attention on the board and the lesson the teacher is teaching.

The day has been slow so far, I haven't seen much of Harry. But I have music class today which I'm really looking forward to. Once everyone is in the classroom the teacher starts talking. "In two months we have a music company coming to our school to hear you sing. Each student is to either write a song or sing a song by any artist. You will preform it for the music company and they will pick one or two of you to sign and you can start your career as a singer. This isn't a required assignment but it's highly suggested. If you want to sign up I have the form and all you have to do is come to me after class." The teachers says. If I do that I could have a chance to be a big artist like Harry. I could do what I love. I could pay the bills for my mum so she doesn't have to take extra shifts and miss my sisters stuff. I could send my sisters to college. Without another thought I wait until the bell rings and walk up to the teacher to sign up. As I go to walk out of the school Shawn yells at me "Hey Lou are you forgetting you have football (soccer) tryouts today" he says. Shit I forgot.

💙Heyyy. I'm sorry  it took so long to update, I have been crazy busy and I had a small writers block. But what do you think Harry has planned to get Louis back? Also a music competition, who do you think is gonna be the winner or winners? How are y'all? Also HARRY WON A GRAMMY. His dancing was definitely my favorite but I'm super proud of him and he deserved it. I hope you all have a great night or day :)💚