Alone on the world

Chapter 1.7

TW!!! I don't think there's one for this one :)

Y/n POV

I close the bedroom door after coming back out of the bathroom.

Hey Y/n

Yes, Bee?

Can you please tuck me in? Mom always does that and I just-

He hesitates

I just miss her and dad already so much

I know how Tubbo feels, I only know how hard it is from moving to another country and losing the ability to see my best friend in real life, but losing your parents must be a lot harder.

My parents were almost never home and I didn't have a big relationship with them, but Tubbo loves his parents more then you can imagine.

Of course Tubbo, let me grab Honey first

He smiles and I quickly grab Honey and I sit at the end of his bed.

Do you have any idea what would have happened to all those people? Are they still alive?

I don't want to give him fake hope, but I don't want him to be sad.

I don't know Tubbo, I really would like to tell you that I know what happened but I can't. I know how much you miss your parents and I would love to tell you what happened but I just don't know.

His face says that he knew that that was going to be the answer be he secretly had hoped for a better answer.

I'm sorry Tubbo

Hey Y/n, you can't do anything about it, it's okay

I tuck him in and I give him a kiss on the forehead.

I'll talk to Niki for a second, but don't wait for me with sleeping okay?

Don't make it too late, I know you don't have a sleep schedule and I'm talking to you reader, you too. Please get some sleep.

I won't, bye Tubbo

Bye *yawn* Y/n

I close the door and I walk to Niki's room.

I knock on the door.

Come inside

I open the door and I see Niki sitting on the bed.

Hey Niki, can we talk for a second?

Yes definitely, come downstairs so we won't disturb Tubbo

We walk downstairs and we sit on the couch.

What did you want me to talk about?

I'm so worried about Tubbo, I know when he's lying and I feel how he's hiding how sad he is.

I don't know, but I know that you know him for longer. What do you think he's sad about?

His parents, he loves them with his whole heart and he just asked what happened to the other people. I'm just so scared what will happen to him and what will happen to him when one of us dies. I know for sure that he would be very damaged, maybe even more then the rest of us-

What we don't need to forget, he is almost 18 (in this story) and he knows how to deal with emotions well.

I didn't have that much contact with him last year, but I think you're right. I'm just so worried.

I don't mean it in a bad way, but I think you're babying him a bit, it's normal. You just want to care for him, but don't think he is that boy you left in the UK some years ago.

It's so difficult, I miss the boy from years ago, I knew what to do with that boy, but now I just- I just- don't know anymore.

As I told you, he isn't that young anymore, but still I think you are a great friend. You think about him so well, you pointed some things to me out that I didn't know of.

I'm so thankful you wanted to listen to me Niki.

Always Y/n, we should go to sleep now, we have a long day tomorrow.

Okay

We stand up and walk to our rooms and just before I fall asleep I whisper,

I love you Tubbo

And to my surprise I hear a sleepy voice,

I love you too Y/n

AGAIN I DON'T SHIP THEM, I ALWAYS SAY ILY TO ALL MY FRIENDS. I'm sorry, I just forgot to publish a chapter so it's a little later then normal.

Please don't forget to eat, drink and take your medicines.

I love you,

Arwe

>:)