Alone on the world

Chapter 4.2

TW!!! Misgendering and deadnaming!!!

Y/n POV

I look at the ground and Skeppy pulls me out of the room. I stumble, because he's walking pretty fast, but he doesn't bother to stop and I half run after him.

He greets some people on the way, but most of the time he just walks by. After a minute or two of uncomfortable walking he opens a door and pulls me inside. After that he closes the door again.

Bad I have them right here.

*Do you have HER here? Did SHE behave on the way here?

The words hurt me in a mental way, worse then I ever could have experienced physically. I hate my old pronouns and it feels terrible to be called she by a person who knows that is wrong.

Bad knows for sure, he uses it to weaken me. I have to give it him. It works, but just for a second, I look at the ground as if I saw a very interesting dust particle on it.

They...

She, she isn't worth having the pronouns she prefers. She is just a girl in heart, how good she is with weapons will never change that.

How could he? I trusted him, that was dumb. I feel numb against the pronouns, because it isn't worse then the bullying I had to go through in high school.

She was very calm.

Is she ready for it you think?

Yup, she doesn't really have any bruises as you asked. The rest is in the other room.

Why shouldn't I have bruises?

You can leave now, let her here.

Skeppy bows and walks out of the room.

Look what we have here.

I finally look up and see that bad is sitting on his table. Dressed in fully black and devil horns sticking out of the sides of his head.

Lost your tongue D/n?*

He hit me on one of my weak spots. It's starting to get as bad as the bullying.

No I didn't, what would you like me to say?

Saying yes to our marriage.

I'm shocked to say the least, why would he want to marry me?

Why would you want to marry me?

You're smart and you know the weak points of your friends.

So in other words: are you asking me to join you and your side?

Yeah if you say it like that.

I'm really taken back by his words. What should I do? I won't marry him because I love him and he knows that. Does he love me? No, he needs me for power.

My sight is fading and Bad sees that I'm almost passing out so he grabs me and puts me in a chair.

I really don't want you to die from this. Before we are done with all this here on earth.

It's normal, do you have any water?

Yeah here

He hands me a glass of water and I look at it.