BULLETS | JEMILY

just a stalker

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You and I, it's as though we have been taught to kiss in heaven and sent down to earth together, to see if we know what we were taught.

Boris Pasternak - Doctor Zhivago

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Mature scene.

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As soon as we're through my front door, I wrap my arms around her and bring her to my chest. She kisses my neck as I start unbuttoning my shirt and she swiftly unclips my bra. The passion is intense; we've been waiting for a long time. I pull her shirt off over her head and we're running hand in hand over to my bedroom. Her lips are all over my body as I lie on my back and unzip her pants. "JJ please." I moan as she teases me, edging closer and closer to my hips and then my thighs. "Say it again, Emily." She whispers. "Babe..." I moan even louder as she straddles me and starts to grind. "JJ I want you. I want you right now." The familiar sensation builds up inside of me as she inserts her fingers and slowly starts to push deeper and deeper. I gasp as I release and grip the sheets tightly and arch my back. "Jennifer..." I breathe slowly as my heart pounds inside my chest. She grins and presses her lips against mine firmly so I kiss back with equal intensity and bite her lower lip and slowly roll her over so that I'm now on top. "Emily, I need all of you." She says and I return the favour, pushing hard until she screams my name in my ear.

We're lying naked on top of my bed and after I gather my breath, I start giggling. "JJ, I swear to god, if you woke up the whole damn apartment block." She looks defensive and flashes her eyelids at me. "What are you talking about, babe?" She asks in a childish voice. I roll my eyes and laugh, she's just so damn perfect. "You know very well what I mean, Jayje. But I wouldn't have it any other way." I smile and plant a gentle kiss on her soft lips. "Good, because neither would I." 

We start gazing into each other's eyes like puppies and I can feel another moment coming when the damn phone rings again. JJ groans. "Em, does that thing ever stop ringing?" "I hope it's not another case." I say as I go to answer it, pulling on my robe as I get up. "Hello? This is Agent Prentiss." All I get on the other end is the same heavy breathing and to be honest, it starts to freak me out slightly. "Em, who is it?" JJ joins me and slips her hand in mine. "Oh, just..." I can't cover myself quickly enough. JJ gives me that look. "Another empty call? Em, that's like the seventh one this week or something. Has Garcia traced the number?" Her voice immediately fills with concern and her brow furrows in concentration. She's so cute when she's worried. "It's nothing, probably just some prank caller." "Even so, maybe you should see if Garcia can find out where it's coming from at least." I roll my eyes. "Fine, but I'm telling you, it's no big deal." I shrug it off but I can't shake the feeling that something bad is going on.

Instead of going back to bed, we sit on my couch in the living room in the dark, watching the city through the floor to ceiling windows. I've always loved the city and how alive it was, but sitting on the couch next to JJ was just something else entirely. She hands me a glass of wine and we clink our glasses together, drinking in synchronicity. "Can I ask you something, Em?" She asks me quietly. I can already tell that something is bothering her. "Sure, anything." She takes a sip before swallowing and answering. "What do you see in me? Like, honestly, why do you like me? Nobody else has ever made me feel this way."

I put down my glass and take her hand in mine. Her fingers are cold so I softly start to press them to warm them up. "JJ, listen to me, there is so much that I love about you. You're smart, funny, kind, generous, caring, beautiful..." She interrupts me in surprise. "I still can't quite believe it, you know." "What?" I ask her. "That you love me. I love you too, I really do, it's just that I'm never really felt like this, not even with Will, and it doesn't quite feel real." She admits, biting her lip. Why does she have to turn me on like that? I somehow manage to suppress the urge to kiss her and squeeze her hand even more tightly. "JJ, don't you doubt for a second that I don't love you. I love you with all of my heart and my soul and everything else I have. You are so amazing, so gorgeous, so fabulous that you deserve all of the love in the world and more. You make me smile every day, you make me laugh when I don't feel like laughing, you make me a better version of myself with each minute that I spend with you, it's extraordinary. This is real, JJ, very real." 

Silence follows. Neither of us know what to do next because I just blurted out a lot of thoughts which I didn't even realise I was thinking until I said them. "Em." "JJ." We say at the same time. I let her talk. "Emily, I do believe you. I'm sorry for being weird, and I feel exactly the same way. I never doubted you, I just didn't want to be hurt again. But I know you won't hurt me that way, and I promise I won't ever hurt you, or let anyone else hurt you." She says with a smile and leans in to kiss my forehead. She settles against my chest and we just sit in silence listening to each other's breathing and steady heartbeats. I could lay there with JJ forever.

Minutes pass and then the phone rings again, only this time, it's my cell phone. JJ stares at it as I answer it tentatively. "Agent Prentiss?" We can both hear the breathing and it's starting to get on my nerves. "Who are you? What do you want?" I shout angrily. The call disconnects. JJ looks at me and frowns. "I- We need to do something about this. This isn't a game anymore, Em. I think you have a stalker." 

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I am actually making this up as I go along so hope you're still enjoying it XX