Levi Is So Harsh {leviHan}

SIXTEEN

Levis POV

Its been a few days since the expedition and hanji has been very distant.....she never wants to talk to anyone....not even me.....I haven't seen Lilly at training anymore....her friend that was in her squad said she hides in her bed crying or just sleeping.

Honestly I would be pissed because she's not at training but the kid has been through alot.....but as always we have to move on and keep fighting. I'll give her a few more days to recover.

I went to Hanjis room again and knocked.....no answer....

"Hanji it's me levi...."

No answer.....

"Hanji please open the door...."

Still no answer.....

I sighed "hanji I know it hurts but at some point we have to move on...."

"Go away...." I heard her say.

I sighed and walked away. This sucks....I didn't have anyone to talk to besides my squad. I walked to the training grounds to see some cadets doing the usual training. I decided to go to Erwin to discuss about hanji,

I knocked at Erwins door and he signaled me to come in. I walk in and sit in a chair

"What's wrong Levi?" Erwin asked looking at me.

"We need to talk about hanji" I said crossing my arms.

He sighed "I understand your worried about her but the only options are is forcing her out of her room and well who's gonna do that"

I nodded "it can't be that hard" I sighed.

Erwin rose his eyebrows and chuckled "knock yourself out trying" then he returned to his paperwork.

I didn't understand but at the same time I didn't care if I had permission to remove her from her room then I'm all for it.

I left his office and went straight to Hanjis room. I tried the calm approach.

"Hanji it's Levi again can I come in?" I asked.

"No"

I sighed I tried opening the door but no go "hanji if you don't open this door I'm breaking in.

She stayed quiet.

I started to ramming into her door trying to break it down. After a few trys my shoulder started to ache. I sighed. She had to have something in front of the door.

I decided to do a full launch I backed up and ran full speed into the door. It finally broke open I collapsed on the door which collapsed onto a desk.

"EHHHHHH, HOW DID YOU BUST DOWN THE DOOR!" hanji asked surprised.

I stood up groaning. "This ends now hanji" I said angrily.

She just stared at and shrugged she laid on her bed and wrapped the sheets over her.

"Jesus hanji just get up"

"No"

"Yes you can't keep grieving....it hurts yeah but remember we have to move on please hanji"

"No, piss off"

I sighed I walked over to her and picked her up throwing her over my shoulders.

"EHHHH PUT ME DOWN SHORTY YOU ASS" she kept figiting but I held a strong grip on her as I started walking to Erwins office.

"LEVI PUT ME DOWN! YOU LITTLE SHIT ILL KICK YOUR ASS" she yelled causing everyone to look at us.

I felt her punching my back yelling she finally gave up as we reached Erwins office. I closed the door and dropped her on the ground.

She just sat there mumbling things at me.

Erwin looked at me then At hanji "well done Levi" he said.

I shrugged and sat down in a chair as hanji remained quiet.

"Hanji will please come sit In a chair" Erwin asked.

Hanji stood up and sat in a seat and stayed quiet.

"Hanji I know it has been hard for you for the past couple of days....but we wondering if when you were gonna move on...."

hanji glared at Erwin and sighed.

"I could never move on....not like this I understand they were soldiers that devoted there hearts....they were young.... I apologise for the way I have been acting Erwin....I'll focus on whats important now...and that's to help humanity the best I can...."

Erwin nodded "hanji just take it easy....and please start contacting with others ok"

Hanji nodded and left...I followed after her.

"Oi hanji wait up"

She didn't say anything besides keep walking to her room....I followed her until she walked in and sat on her bed....I closed the door and sat next to her.

"Hanji will you please stop ignoring me...." I said hoping she would respond.

She looked at me and sighed "I'm sorry Levi...."

She looked down "I'm sorry for ignoring you....I just wanted some time alone...."

I nodded and hugged her...."hanji you don't have to apologise....I know how you feel.....when I lost farlan and Isabel It felt like this....."

She hugged me tightly "I'm sorry Levi.... about then and about everything"

"Oi hanji stop apologizing....I already told you it's fine" I rubbed her back...

She nodded....I missed holding her....it's been so long since I held her....I wasn't going to let her go unless she wanted me to....

Idk why but holding her....it made me feel guilty....I've hurt so much....and now she was hurt again....I didn't deserve her.....

She looked up at me and caressed my cheek "Levi I'm glad I have you...."

"Even when I hurt you....."

She kissed my lips "Levi Im not gonna hold what happened that night against you....and I never will....I was just to blame that night...."

I looked into her beautiful hazel eyes and nodded.

"Thank you Hanji....and I promise to always help you....I will do my best to protect you and I will never hurt you again....I promise"

She smiled and kissed me again "ok Levi...and I promise to help you as well we can help eachother"

I grinned "I like that..."

We hugged again then eventually spent the rest of the day talking to eachother then went to bed....that night I wasn't going anywhere without her.....

We laid in bed together I had my arms wrapped around her and had her close to me.

"I love you Levi" I felt her kiss my arm.

"I love you too hanji" I pulled her closer and laid my head on top of hers and we both fell asleep.....