Levi Is So Harsh {leviHan}

THIRTY (end)

Hanjis POV

3 months later....

As the days that turned to weeks that turned to months went by....me and Levi have tightened our relationship the best we could....we don't argue as much and Levi has been more sad and more loving....I hate to see him like this I truly do....

It wasn't the same....no matter how much we loved each other there was always this gap between us....a big gap separating us for days end....

Like always I was working more than ever and So was he....we never had our special moments and when we did spend time together it was....depressing.

What is this feeling?....it's a very empty feeling I can't express....I bet levi feels the same....

No one really noticed the change between us because so many more problems have came our way....

I laid in bed staring at the ceiling why can't we go back to the normal days....where everyone was still here....when I used to do Titan experiments with moblit or when levi would make snarky comments about me....

I miss the old levi....I miss the old us....

I heard my door open and saw levi walk in with a sad face.

I sat up "Levi what's wrong?"

He shrugs then walks over to me....he hugs me tightly and I hug him back. I stroke his hair comforting him....

"Hanji....I need to ask you something"

I nod and kissed his cheek....

"Hanji....what are we?"

I rose an eyebrow "we are a husband and wife....why do you ask?"

He looks at me and kisses me passionately "Hanji you know I love you right"

I nod "yeahhhh why?"

He sighs then looks down "then why do we feel so.....distant"

I look down as well "so you felt the same thing haven't you...."

He nods "Hanji...."

I sighed "Levi what if....never mind"

He looks at me with sorrow eyes "no finish what you were saying"

I felt tears forming "what if....it wasn't meant to be?"

His eyes widened then he hugged me again "I couldn't help but think the same thing hanji...."

The tears started coming down...."Levi these emotions I don't understand them...."

He strokes my hair "no one really ever does....that's how most relationships end...."

Those words pierced through my heart shattering it.....

"Hanji....I'm going to ask this once...."

"What?"

He sighs then I saw tears as well start forming"do you love me?"

My eyes widened "y-yeah!"

He chuckles "Hanji....you can be honest...."

I started crying and he shushed me wiping my tears.

"Please don't cry hanji....if you don't love me then that's that....I can't change it"

I sighed "I'm sorry levi...."

He kisses the top of my head and heard him sniffle "it's fine hanji...."

I looked at him holding his face he looked down letting the tears flow....

I rubbed them away and sighed "Levi....is this the end?"

He sighs "I guess it is...."

I looked at my ring and he looked at me then at my finger....he carefully slid the rings off of mine and his finger....

My heart shattered and I knew it did for him too....

He handed me my wedding ring....I cried....so this is what a heartbreak feels like....

He sighs "thank you hanji...."

I looked up at him and he gave a weak smile "for such blessful memories....I'm sorry....

That it didn't work out...."

I looked down "I'm sorry too levi...."

He lifted my head and gave me one last kiss....it was very passionate....

"See ya around hanji.....maybe in the future....we can try again....." he said leaving my room....

I looked at my ring and cried some more.....I opened my drawer and placed the ring in it then closed it and laid in bed....

Not every couple has true love.....

Levi's POV

I walked to my room and didn't speak to anyone....I closed my door and locked it....so that's that....hanji doesn't love me and it's ok....

I stared at the ring and started getting memories of me and hanji....before everything went to hell....

I started remembering when we would call each other nicknames and mess with Erwin when he was working....or when I helped her on her experiments....good days....when we were actually happy....

I kissed the ring and sat it on my desk.... well now all there is left is to keep pushing forward to winning this war....I hope everything goes well....

I will keep protecting hanji no matter what it takes I will always keep fighting for her....I hope no more people will have to die because of me....but deep down....I know that's not true....

Deep down more people are going to die and it will be my fault....so now....I promise to never leave hanjis side....

We may not be together anymore but....I refuse to let another comrade die on me....

So hanji I will protect with all my might....then maybe....

We can try again.....

But then again.....

This world doesn't always have a happy ending.....

Fin~

(A/N) so umm yeah.....I really struggled with this ending but I came to a conclusion that not all stories have a happily ever after and most certainly neither do couples....but ya I hope to liked it I may do an alternate ending but this is the true end of this story.... thank you for reading this story bye!