You're PURE (BxB)✔ *Unedited*

16. Mayan's Past

"STOP IT PAPA. I AM NOT A WHORE!" A painful scream torn out from Mayan, stopped Abhi in his doing. The rage and hunger vanished as he looked at Mayan's trembling body beneath him.

"Mayan." Abhi called him softly but Mayan was mumbling something to himself, like he was lost in another world. Abhi turned him around and saw that his eyes were tightly closed.

"Mayan." Abhi traced his fingers on Mayan's face but he flinched at the the touch and tried to pushed him away.

"Sorry papa. Please don't hurt me. I am not a slut." Mayan mumbled again but loud enough for Abhi's hearing. Abhi got panic as he heard that. It was clear that Mayan had been having a panic attack. Abhi couldn't help but feel guilty because it was clear that Abhi's word triggered something in Mayan's mind.

"Baby. Please open your beautiful eyes and look at me. I am Abhi, baby. Please." Abhi pleaded softly and covered Mayan's body with his own. He kissed at Mayan's trembling lips softly. The soft touch of Abhi's lips realised Mayan that the person over his body was not his papa but Abhi.

"I am not a slut, Abhi." Mayan whimpered as he opened his eyes and meet Abhi's eyes, while crying.

"You are not, baby. I am sorry." Abhi apologised and hold Mayan closely.

"I have never cheated on you, Abhi. Please trust me." Mayan gripped Abhi's hand tightly as he looked in his eyes. Abhi's eyes didn't show any emotion, they were hard to read. Abhi didn't said anything at this because he saw him kissing another guy. He just hugged him tightly and closed his eyes.

"Abhi?" Mayan whispered. He was aware of Abhi's mood. He could feel Abhi trembling in his arms.

"I-I am so-sorry." A small voice replied to Mayan. Abhi was feeling bad for forcing himself on Mayan. Mayan had a right to choose anyone. And after today, Abhi wouldn't be a perfect person for him. He deserves much better than him.

"Abhi? I want to tell you something." At this Abhi's body tensed. He knew that Mayan didn't love him but he loves him. He never wanted to hurt Mayan in any way but today he did it. From the starting of their relationship, Abhi saw him as a lover not as a Fuck buddy. He knew that Mayan will leave him after today. Even the thought of living without Mayan, pained his heart.

"Those marks." Mayan took Abhi's hand and traced his fingers on those marks which didn't only tainted but also his soul. "They were giving by my biological father." Mayan closed his eyes as a tears dropped down at those painful memories.

"What?! Why?! I mean Ravi told me that your dad loves you so much, even he threatened him that he will punish Ravi if he ever hurt you." Abhi yelled in shock. He never met any member of Mayan's family but he knew that Mr. Rai loves him very much.

"Didn't I tell you that these are given by my BIOLOGICAL FATHER." Mayan point it out then smile at Abhi's confused face.

Mayan took a deep breath,"Mr. Aashok Rai and Mrs. Mamta Rai are my adoptive parents. They adopted me when I was 14. My family, My real family was not too good. It w-as broken because of me. After giving birth to me, my mom fell ill. Doctors said that her body became weak after birth. Day by day she was close to her end. And Pa-papa.." Mayan closed his eyes as he continued," he loves her really very much. Things were normal, papa always came home early in the evening and then he spend all of his time with mom. He never paid attention to me, whenever I saw in his eyes, all I saw was regret. The regret for having a child like me." Mayan chocked at the end of his sentence.

"Mayan, if you don't want to te__"

"Shhh. Let me complete it. I want to tell you everything. You have a right to know." Mayan whispered softly as he looked at Abhi with love. It was the first time when Abhi saw this emotion in his eyes. Ever since they started living together, the only emotion he saw was adoration or liking. Abhi nodded at him to continue, he couldn't trust his voice after seeing love in Mayan's eyes.