Remus Lupin One Shots ☾

Mine

Thinking about all his kindness, the idea of he's-too-good-for-me attacks your mind, again.

You're sitting by the window of his office, playing with your hair, staring absent-mindedly outside.

Remus has gone out to talk with a few students and give them some advice.

It's a stormy day. one of those you like so much. it's thundering and soon, it'll start raining heavily. although normally in a day like this you feel amazing, today is one of the days when everything you've been through, starts flowing back to your mind & all you want to do is cry.

You never cry, at least in front him.

But at this moment, you can't stop the tears that are rolling down your cheeks. they're like a waterfall of pain.

"i don't deserve him. i will never deserve him_" you painfully mumble to yourself.

You hear footsteps & immediately rise from the windowsill to sit back on the chair in front of his desk.

He finally comes back & you make sure to hurriedly wipe your tears before grabbing the nearest book to pretend you're reading it.

"y/n, sorry for leaving, they had millions of questions. I just couldn't get rid of them sooner." he says in a good mood, but his smile disappears when he notices the book in your hands.

"what are you doing?" he asks casually & sits next to you, waiting to see what your reply would be.

"what does it look like? I'm reading a book."

"no, you're not." he states & reaches to pull the book out of your hands. "it's upside do_"

He frowns when he sees your red, puffy eyes. he throws the book and reaches to touch your cheek.

"What's wrong, love?" he asks. you can feel new portion of tears forming behind your eyes again.

He's so sweet, so adorable, so...perfect. you scold yourself for nearly ruining his evening.

"nothing's wrong." you lie. "I'm fine, really."

He moves his fingers under your chin and lifts your head to look directly into your eyes, but you avoid his look.

"look at me, y/n" he pleads and with a sigh you move your eyes to look at him.

His blue orbits are staring right back at you, full of love, concern and comfort. as always.

"i hate it when you lie to me. I don't know what's wrong & why you've been crying, but i won't let you suffer. whatever's going on, I'm here and i won't let you be in pain. now be a good girl and come here, quickly."

You shyly stand from the chair and make your way towards him.

As soon as you sit on his lap, he hugs you tightly & presses his lips passionately to yours, one hand around your neck & the other one around your waist.

You kiss him back with the same amount of passion. he deepens the kiss & once again it proves to you how it feels to melt under his touch & forget everything.

After a few minutes, you breathlessly pull away and he cups your face.

"do you feel better now?" he asks. you nod slowly and he continues: "y/n, i just love you more than anything else in this world, more than myself and i can't stand to see that you're hurting. promise me that you won't fill your beautiful eyes with tears anymore."

You blush deeply and just manage to nod again before snuggling your head into his neck, wondering why all of a sudden you're speechless.

"honey, that's one of his abilities. just pray that he doesn't notice your red face, 'cause it's visible, even from Hogsmeade." the voice inside you says. you just ignore it.

But he notices.

"when did my girl become so shy?" he asks and you chuckle slightly, making him smile too.

You love how he calls you his girl.

"i don't know. maybe it's because of a handsome professor who...tastes like heaven too." you shrug and caress his cheek. "i love you, so much."

"first, i love you more. second, don't start with that word. you know it makes me want to do things to you & unfortunately, i have one more class to teach for today, so we don't have enough time. you better leave before i change my mind, miss y/l/n." he says the last sentence with such emphasis that makes you jump from his lap and pack your bag quickly.

Then, you nearly run towards the door & shout: "Remus, you're my anchor, my everything, yeahh...you're king of my heart" before closing it behind you.

"and you're mine." he shouts back & you feel the smile in his voice.

a/n: just wanted to say that thanks to everyone who reads this. I just try my best to include different emotions in every one shot, not just about smut. I'll definitely include that in some one shots too.
as i said, it all starts with short & less detailed chapters. hope you enjoy it anyway.
(I'm not nervous AT ALL)
:')