LOVE BEAT

Chapter 29 ** what you mean to me (part 2)

Gabe's POV

I heard everything.

They broke up.

My little brother is crying.

Ako mismo medyo naluluha na.

I've never seen him like this before.

My poor little brother is broken because of a girl he barely knew.

And i know, he's so inlove.

Pinagpalit nya yung impormasyon na makita ang nanay namin para sa gf nya.

I remembered every effort i have made to gain access to our mom's whereabouts.

Just so you know, I even planted Mary Jane (marijuana) on my lil brother's car.

That way, mapapauwi sya ni daddy dito sa Pilipinas and he can start looking for our mom. I know he'll do it.

I've seen how he miss our mom. Everything.

Kaya nagtaka ako, when i decided to look up on him, he's doing nothing. yun pala, may Gf sya.

Nakalimutan nya lahat. His mission.

I'm mad. I am really mad that time i decided na sundan sya dito. But when i saw how happy he was with Yass, wala na kong nagawa.

Pinagbigyan ko sya. Thinking na, dun sya masaya. Makapaghihintay ang paghahanap pero yung happiness na nakikita ko sa kapatid ko, walang kapalit yon.

So, i stalked Dad. Pinostpone ko ng pinostpone ang pag papauwi sa kanya ni dad.

He deserves to be happy. Kasi, even if we have everything, we are like an empty shell. we both are. Kasi namimiss namin si mommy.

Back to my brother.

I should be mad right now, but i can't.

Seeing him like this makes me ill.

Nilapitan ko sya.

He's still kneeling.

Then i punched him in the face.

"Tumayo ka dyan."

he did not move an inch.

"You are so lame."

I shouted with disgust.

Pinagbigyan kita.

Binigyan kita ng time. Why couldn't you fight for what you feel. For her.

Just like how you fought with dad?"

still he just stayed there on the floor, stoned.

Hinila ko  sya patayo. "Move! Punch me. Sige! Lumaban ka! Tangina, ilabas mo yan!"

Shit, double shit. I'm not this emotional. but seeing him crushed makes me oh-so-furious.

But instead he hugged me.

Like when he was still a kid, kapag nagsusumbong sya sa akin noon pag masama ang loob nya kay Daddy. He sobbed like a broken child. And I remembered he just met an accident a few days ago. Again because he was so eager to come back here at the Philippines where his gf was busy flirting with her ex.

Damn you Yass.

Para akong napapaso sa kanya, sobrang init nya. Nilalagnat sya.

"Kuya...." then he cried.

I nearly cried when he's voice shook.

'Umayos ka bata, uuwi na tayo."

"Hindi nya lang ako naintindihan eh. Magpapaliwanag pako."