LOVE BEAT

Chapter 28 *What you mean to me (part 1)

Yu-an's POV

Flashback

"Hahabulin mo sya?"

You dont care! Gusto kong isigaw kay Aki.

Kaya lang natatakot ako. I saw how she snapped last night.

It was scary. The scene was ugly.

She's crazy, real crazy.

Natatakot akong saktan nya si Yass.

"No." i gritted my teeth. Worried about what Yass might think.

I will explain to her later. I have to. I' mad at her, yes. But I'm not letting go. I'm never gonna let go.

"You love me, right?"

I closed my eyes. Shut it "Y-yes." I lied. It was so hard.

She hugged me. It made me wanna puke.

"akin ka lang Yu-an. You will stay with me. You owe me that much." sinabi nya sakin with insaness in her eyes. Sa ilang sandali, natakot ako. Para sa sarili ko. What have I done to her? Did I really do this to her.

She then laughed, then cried.

"Should I call my mom?"

"Shes dead Aki."

"Happy Birthday Love."

She really is nuts. I have to make a move.

I have to think clearly.

"I promise you Aki. I will not leave you as long as you need me." I nearly cried. Ang sama ko nga ata. I did this to her.

"What do you mean Love, have you seen the balloons? Do you love it?"

I kept still. When she's finally asleep, i booked a flight back to the states. For two.

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Boston

"You will support her Dad."

"Yes."

"I'm going back home." It's been 3 days. Di ko pa nakakusap si Yass. What will I say? How will I start explaining? 

"You are home."  he's so cold. 

"You are the one who sent me back to the Philippines Dad. I like it there."

"What have you been doing?" marahil nagulat sya. He knows how i hate the Phiippines. 

"You saw your Mother?"

I stared at him. "She's in the Philippines?" I am eager to know more about my mother. I have been gathering information for years now. But my effort seems futile. Everytime I got a lead, biglang nawawala. Back to zero. And all along he knows where she is?

"I-I-I d-dont know."

"Common Dad, spill it out. Where's Mom?"

He looked at me straight in the eye.

"I'm not gonna tell you Juan."

"Why?" I'm shaking with anticipation. "I've been looking for her. And you know that Dad. And all along you knew where she is? Why won't you tell me? Alam ba ni Gabe kung nasan si Mama?"

"......."

"For God's sake Dad. Please tell me, why won't you tell me?"

"I don't want you to be hurt?"

"in case you have'nt seen it yet Dad, I'm hurting. I'm hurting for a long time. Not knowing my mother." Tinalikuran ko na sya. My Dad, being the dominant wll not tell me anything, I know.

"Come back here Juan. Where are you going?"

"Home." 

"If you fly back to the Philippines i will cut all your cards, kukunin ko condo mo, pati kotse mo. You choose!!"  i smirked. 

Bumalik ako sa kanya. Binigay ko lahat ng hinihingi nya.

My cards, my car key, my condo, everything. He's appalled.

"Why?" hindi nya akalain na ibibigay ko lahat ng hinihingi nya. 

"I found my soul Dad, my soul that you took away from me. I'm not gonna need your help anymore. I'm gonna die here, not being with her."

"Don't leave. I'm gonna tell you where your mom is. Just marry Aki."

Marry? Aki?

Nalito ako for a while. Then i laughed.

"You just made my decision firm Dad. You lost a son. I'm leaving."

"Your giving up everything for someone you just know?"

"Yes. Because unlike you Dad, she makes me happy. She made me see who i really am."

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