LOVE BEAT

Chapter 15 *What now?

Coco's POV

Nakasilip ako sa may music room.

I heard everything.

Kinikilig ako.

Pero di ko maiwasang mag-alala para kay Rigs.

Isipin ko pa lang yung heartbreak na mararamdaman nya, nanghihina na ko. 

Hindi ko na din naman maintindihan sa sarili ko.

Anu ba talaga ang gusto kong mangyari?

FLASHBACK

after i stormed out of our houtel last last night, sinundan ako ni Rigs.

Nagulat ako syempre.

Why would he do that?

"Courtney."

"It's Coco Rigs" iniipit ko yung iyak ko. Nakakahiya.

"I'll call you whatever i want. Why are you angry? Ayaw mo ba? ayos lang naman." naguguluhan sya.

Humarap ako sa kanya.

O.O

"You are crying? why?"

"Leche! manhid ka talaga!"

"Huh? bakit?"

Umalis ako. Tumalikod ako. Gusto nya talaga akong ipahiya sa sarili ko.

"hey wait, courtney!"

"shut up! I'm gonna kill you. Jerk! Jerk! Jerk!!"

"Hey, what did I ddo?"

"manhid ka! I like you. Happy now?"

Natulala naman sya.

Tanga talaga.

"umalis na ko. Nag taxi ako. Iniwan ko kotse ko. Bahala na. 

END OF FLASHBACK

I looked at Yu-an and Yass.

Mukha namang inlove talaga sila sa isa't-isa.

Ano kaya isasagot ni best?

Magiging sila kaya?

Sana naman...

Naramdaman ko yung presence sa likod ko.

It's Rigs.

He look like.......a mess.

Tulala lang sya.

Di nga ko napansin. tsss.

And I saw the pained expression on his face, it makes me wanna comfort him, pero pano naman ako?

Pano ko gagawin to kung mababasag din ako? Madudurog ako?

Bahala na.

I held his hand, hinila ko sya.

Di naman sya pumiglas.

Parang wala na syang lakas.

Dadalhin ko sya sa malayo dito.

I'm crying again, kasi nasasaktan sya.

Now i wonder, kung magiging masaya sya kay Yass, sasaya din kaya ako?

Wala naman akong pag pipilian, kahit anong angle, luha ang bagsak ko.

YASS"S POV

What now?

I don't know how to respond.

Takot ako.

ALam kong gusto ko sya, pero takot ako.

Takot ako sa sasabihin ng iba.

Mali, pero masisisi nyo ba ko?

Human nature.

I looked at him, he looked terrified, nervous and expecting.

I have to be honest, pero kung ite-turn down ko sya, masasaktan din ako.

I looked at him again, and realize that i love this man.

I want to be with him

I want to experience everything with him by my side.

Takot ako, oo, pero poprotektahan nya naman ako diba?

I let out a sigh.

then started to play the piano.

Heartbeats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I’m afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

(i did not know that i would come to this point, falling inlove with someone na ddi ko pa masyadong kilala. But, It feels like I have known him forever. I like him)

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What’s standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

(i looked at him while playing, he looked tense. He's blushing. HAHAHA. the king is blushing. and with that, I fell, more)

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

---------------------

"That's a yes, right? kabado sya, and lalong namumula.

"that's definitely a yes, boyfriend."

He kissed my forehead, i wish i can pocket this moment. For the very first time in my life, I feel that i made the right choice. I'm happy, no, I'm beaming.

--------------------------

kanta kanta na lang muna, soundtrip lang pinagkakaabalhan ko eh.

CIAO!