LOVE BEAT

Chapter 21 *what you dont know won't hurt you*

 "is she really your ex? kayong dalawa?"

"no, i was just joking. hindi ko sya ex, ex sya ni Yu-an." ang sarap sapakin ni Gabe. But hey, he's okay. i mean, hindi na sya mabigat sa pakiramdam kasama, nakakabwisit na lang. :))

Juan seemed restless. Biglang di na sya kumain. Himala.

"uhh, what do you wanna know?" kabado sya.

"bakit ka kinakabahan? bakit ka ganyan magreact?" yun lang naman. Ex nya na naman pala. okay. naaasar lang ako kasi halatang affected sya.

"Di ako kinakabahan. ano ka ba naman." pokerface. -__-

Tapos biglang tumawa si Gabe. urgh. What is it this time?

"You know what bro? Ang dami mong arte! tumitiklop ka sa babae?" huh?

"shut up Gabe." sabay pa kami nu Juan.

"eh totoo naman. admit it, she's your ex. Ex na naman eh, bakit nagkakaganyan ka?takot ka kay Yass? LOSER!" 

"bakit ka takot?"

"naniwala ka naman jan sa  siraulong yan."

Tumayo na ko, wala akong mapapalang matinong sagot sa magkapatid na to.

Nagseselos ako. Naiinis ako. Aaminin ko na. Tapos, ganyan pa sila.

Urgh.!!

"Wait, muning."

Di ko siya pinansin.

"what a loser. alis na ko, ang corny nyo."Bumanat nanaman si gabe. He patted Juan's shoulder. So close na sila?

i continued walking. lalabas na lang ako. mag cutting ako.

"i said wait up." hinahabol nya pa din ako, palabas na ko ng gate ng school. nakasunod lang sya sakin.

Punta kong park, mag iisip. When i finally got there, umupo ako sa swing. Sakto, walang tao.

Medyo mainit lang. Buti na lang madaming puno.

He then asked,

"pwede na ba tayong mag usap ng maayos?" tapos tinulak nya yung swing.

"maayos ka bang kausap?"

"i'm trying."

"no you are so not trying Juan. you're keeping your lines blurry." pinreno ko yung swing. then nilingon ko sya. 

"i just don't know what to tell you."

"well, you can start by saying you are not affected. probably not, since it shows through your face."

"its not."

"it is."

"oh common muning, you know me."

"do i? really juan? because i don't think i do. You can't even hide showing me you're not affected

by Akeelah."

"that's not because i still had a thing for her."

"what then? will you tell me? or will i just keep guessing?"

"i did her wrong." he whispered.

"w-what?"

"i did something terrible to her. ayokong sabihin sayo kasi natatakot akong matakot ka sakin."

Tapos lumakad sya palayo. tignan mo tong lokong to, kinakausap pa eh!

"hey!" tuloy tuloy lang syang nag lalakad. "hey!!!!!" so, baligtad na? sya na yung galit?