LOVE BEAT

Chapter 9 *Rodrigo "RIGS" Fuentes

Note: 

unahin ko na note ko. Maiba lang. POV na muna to ni Rigs, yung guitarist ng band. Actually, wala pa kong maisip na name ng band. Help me guys hahaha

Still wanna thank Roselle Jean Abendanio, ang butihin naming classmate na walang buto kung sumayaw. Thanks for the support, at gini-giem mu pa talaga mga conversation nila ha. I Love You Sissy. :)

**Rigs will be the third end of Yu-an and Yass's love triangle. I'm still new at this so, again. bare with my poor prose and storytelling . :)

Rig's POV

I am a certified douchebag.

pesteng katorpehan to!

I like Yassmin for like, a year. Pero wala pa kong magawang matinong moves.

Nahihiya kasi ako. She probably sees me as her friend--plain friend.

Tuwing lalapitan ko sya, i just come up with lame excuses, like "pahiram ng red ballpen". Ang torpe kooo!

Sa kanya lng naman ako ganito. 

nabuhay pag-asa ko nung nag break sila nung Dyllan, para  mamatay lang ulit nung nakita ko sila ni Yu-an sa may pool.

Para kong pinagbagsakan ng langit at lupa sa akita ko.

Loko din to si Yu-an, uunahan pa ko. Di ko din sya masisi, ang duwag ko naman kasi.

I know that he likes her, kitang kita naman. Si Yu-an kasi, suplado yun, lalo na sa mga girls. By the looks of it, gusto nya talaga si Yass. Niligtas nya pa nga sa kahihiyan yung tao eh, actually, naunahan nya lang ako ng mga split seconds. Ako dapat gagawa nun, ako dapat mag cocomfort sa kanya.

Eh wala eh, sya bida. TT___TT

Iniisip ko kasi, kung magkaibigan lang kami ni Yass, atleast, lagi ako makakalapit sa kanya. Kung mate-turn down nya ko, well. That's the end. Right? Anu pang mukhang ihaharap ko sa kanya kung magkakaganon?

I massage my temples. She just really wanna make me pull all my hair out.

Maloloko na ko sa pag dedesisyon kung liligawan ko sya o hindi, kakaisip ko, naunahan nako. Worst, bestfriend ko pa.

"Rigs, number mo na. Cue mo na yun."

Tumayo na ko. Dito ako ngayon sa hotel, tumutugtog ako dito, part time.

I faked a smile, umakyat na ko sa stage, atleast pag nasa stage ako, feeling ko ako bida. Kahit dito man lang, pero sana kay Yass din.

Sinuot ko yung strap, i held my guitar. then started strumming and singing.

Nagtilian yung mga girls sa isang part ng lounge.

I tilted my head. And keep on singing. 

 ****** Can't keep on loving you

How do I get close

When she looks like an angel

A moment of her time just seems impossible to me

it's hard to find the words, to

get to know this stranger

I'm scared of what she'll say if

what I say sounds incomplete

And it feels like we belong together

Can someone tell me where do I start

Pano ko nga ba sasabihin sayo na gusto kita, kung isang tingin mo pa lang sakin, umuurong na ko? Ang ganda mo kasi.. baka hindi mo ko pansinin.

Cuz, I can't keep on feelin' the way I do

I can't keep on, hiding my heart from you

I got to say something before

Someone else comes through,

I can't keep on loving you,

From a distance

She's always on my mind, there's

no room left for thinking

I'm tired of waiting slowly fading

it needs to happen now.

Cuz I'm running out of time,

and I feel this ship is sinking

The doors are closing I am frozen I need her around

And it feels like we belong together

Can someone tell me where do I start

Cuz, I can't keep on feelin' the way I do

And I can't keep on, hiding my heart from you

I got to say something before

Someone else comes through,

I can't keep on loving you,

From a distance

I can't hide

I can't keep on feelin' the way I do

And I can't keep on, hiding my heart from you

I got to say something before

Someone else comes through,

Cuz I can't keep on loving you,

I can't keep on loving you from a distance.

Complicated na lahat, siguro, hanggang dito na lang tong feelings ko. Siguro, Di ka talaga para sakin. Wala eh, ang tanga ko. Pinaabot ko sa ganito. Wish ko lang, maka move-on ako... agad.

Lord please, help me forget her. I just wanna live my life, normally...again.

But if you think she is for me, atleast, give me a sign and i'll fight for her. After all, all is fair in love and war.

I kept on singing and strumming, thoughts flooded my mind. She just makes me insane. I post a smile, a fake one. 

Right on cue, pag kumpas ko ng huling strum sa gitara, I saw Yass.

Is this the sign Lord? ang bilis naman....

PAHABOL:

Maigsi lang tong chapter na to, kasi, wala lang, gusto ko lang gawan si Rigs. Madami pa syang sunod na POV. Wait for him. :))