the model

thinking is messing with my mind

Going to rintis, they went straight to his bedroom, the two went to the edge, to start making out, gulf kept his eye brows furrowed, with this action, it didn't make him feel a thing.
Rinti didn't seem to mind or was paying attention, he moved his hand that was too the side of Gulfs neck to then go lower, to rub his crotch too then furrow his eye brows, parting from there kiss, he looked down confused.
"Huh..... That's never happened before."
Gulfs eyes darted, to then place his hands that were balled too his chest to then place to either side of his neck to then pull him down to make him hover, rinti placed his hands to the side of his head to widen his eyes.
"Mm, I'm a bit tired. Don't pay it any mind."
Gulf then leaned his head up to place his lips to his, to then take a hand down to rintis pants to unbutton to unzip to place it in to rub his erection.
Rinti shaikly breathed in there kiss to then lean up a bit, to place his hands to have them under his shirt, to then rub his hands about his body.
Gulf signed, he was started to wish he paid attention to his nipples just like mew did.
Gulf shook his head a bit to then take rintis member out to stroke, to hear quiet moans escape his mouth.
Rinti then took his hands down to go to his pants to unbutton to unzip.
Gulf opened his eyes, to then bring his hands to his chest to then push him down to straddle, unfortunately he was just not getting hard and his mind kept wishing rinti would do what mew had done, for gulf that was dangerous thinking.
Rinti looked up to gulf to breathe heavily, he had his hands to either side of his head.
"Mmm, let me take care of you...."
Gulf then leaned himself down to then bring his shirt up to start to kiss at his body, rinti lifted his head up to moan.
"Ah..... So good...."
Gulf furrowed his eye brows, he was wishing rinti was doing this to him, he knew mew would.
Groaning a bit, gulf moved up.
Rinti moved his head down to look to gulf a bit confused has he sat on him, eyes closed hands to his chest.
"Gulf?"
"I think.....I need to use the bathroom, I'll be right back. Don't let that go down."
Gulf then got off to zip and button his pants to then go to the bathroom.
Rinti leaned up on his elbows to watch him go a bit confused.
To the bathroom, gulf bend over the sink to wash his face, contemplating.
What is wrong with me? I was hard hours ago why not now? Why can't I seem to get hard? Why am I think of him?
Has to be because he was so persistent and I can tell he is trying to fluster me and get me jealous of the fact he keeps talking to everyone, ignoring me and going out with that other model to go and drink.
Gulf gritted his teeth, to then lean up, to look at himself in the mirror to let the water droplets hit the sink.
What is wrong with me? Why haven't I seem to learn a god damn thing!? Do you not remember.....
Gulf balled his fists to then lean back to wrap his arms about his body to close his eyes to take deep breathes, he did not want to think about his past relationship, it was nothing but false lies and things he did not want to think about, espacially when he had stupidly fallen in love with them, even though he knew about the rumors surrounding him, how he was with gulf, he thought differently.
Opening his eyes he looked up to shake his head.
Go fuck rinti, mew is doing that right now with that other model and.... And....
Gulf turned his head has he started to fill up with jealousy and Anger by that fact.
Models only care about themselves, they did back then they do now. Mew is probably knee deep into them and touching them everywhere like he touched you and....
Widening his eyes he looked down to see he was hard, his breathes started to quicken.
Oh no.....oh shit! This cant be happening. No....I don't feel anything for that vain stuck up persistent model, I do not! I am not going to make the same mistake again! Oh hell no!
Turning, gulf opened the door to part, he looked to the bed to see it was empty, looking about he saw rintis back to the kitchen, he looked to be pouring something.
Gulf looked down to the floor to then grab his jacket.
I'm sorry rinti...... This is just not fair to you.
Placing his jacket on he then turned to leave.
Hearing his door, rinti turned to go out to his studio apartment to look about.
"Gulf? Did he.... Leave?"
To Gulfs car, he sat to it to shake his head has he started his car to then drive off heading home.
This is ridiculous, all of this is ludicrous.
I am not going to fall for that model! Been there, done that I was used and then tossed to the side, I am not going to do that again, mew is the same breed has them, he will do the same fucking thing.
Going home, he parked to sign has he took his key out to then eye it.
Mew..... Is the same has..... They all think because they are good looking they can treat everyone else like they're personal doll, to do whatever they want with us and..... Make us fall head over heels in love with them to then just discard us after......
Gulf took a deep breathe in.
Mew is just the same and I am not going to go through that again. I promised myself, never ever fall down another model and I will keep that, he will get traded eventually and everything will go back to normal just need to get him out of my head.
Gulf nodded to get out to walk to his apartment with his head hung.
That's right, I need to just....
Walking, he then stopped to see feet, looking up his eyes widen in confusion, shock and surprise to who he was looking to.
"What are you doing here?"