the model

can't stop but being happy for him

Going home, gulf was on the floor to his back, beer bottles surrounded him, to look to the ceiling taking deep breaths has the night continued on. He then closed his eyes has he heard knocks to his door, he turned to wrap his arms about.
"Go.... Away...." He said in a rasp voice.
"Gulf, I have something for you, open up for your big sister."
Gulf furrowed his brow.
"No!"
His sister took a step back to eye the back of the door, to then shrug, reaching in her pocket for an emergency key, she then inserted it to then go in, turning she closed the door, to then place the bag she had bought for gulf to make things better for mew, to the table, to then turn to run into one of Gulfs bottles, to looked down with her eyes furrowed. Looking slightly up she then widen her eyes to see gulf to the floor, she tried to go to him for gulf to shrug away.
"I said.... To away!"
His sister looked him over, to then go to him to help him to the couch, laying him upon, she then turned to pick up the 10 beer bottles, after placing them to the trash, she then stood in front of gulf, to eye.
"Okay.... What's wrong?"
Gulf took a deep breathe to then shuffle to his other side to wrap his arms about to keep his eyes closed to scrunch a bit.
He eyes darted.
"Gulf.....I can't help if you don't...."
"I did what you suggested! Tried to.... Make it up to him and..... He is with another okay! Now please just leave!"
Her lips parted.
"How do you know...."
Gulf huffed to then turn to eye his sister, tears started to come down.
"I went over there with his favorites! Saw it fucking all okay! Please..... Just leave!"
He breathed heavily.
His sister raised her eye brow.
"And your yelling at me, using that tone with me, trying to act like this is my fault!? Really gulf...."
He looked her up and down to then turn to show his back to his sister, to re wrap his arms about to close his eyes.
"Please..... Just leave....I want to be.... Alone...."
She made a face to then go down to her knees to then place a hand to his head to stroke.
"Gulf, you really shouldn't be alone right now, I counted how many beer bottles you had and that it not good for you."
Gulf shrugged.
"What does it matter...."
"Gulf.... Don't do this, no one is worth destroying yourself."
Gulf took a deep breathe in.
"Please.....I just want to be alone...."
"How about.... I'll just stay tonight, make you a big meal, then by tomorrow I'll leave, I'll also not talk about him, deal?"
Gulf signed.
"Whatever....."
His sister then got up to turn to go and do that.
After awhile, she came out to place the food to the table to then look up at gulf..
"It's ready, either get up and come here, or I get you, your choice."
Gulf signed heavily, to then get up slowly to then go to the table stumbling a bit, to then sit to have his head hung to eye the meal. His sister kept her eyes to him.
"Gulf, you should eat, that level of alcohol is not good for you."
Gulf took a deep breathe to then locate the fork to then dig in to consume with a sullen state.
"Gulf?"
He kept eating has if he didn't hear her.
"Gulf....I know I said I wouldn't talk about him but..... How did you see what you told me and...."
Gulf gulped his food down to then look to her.
"Was.... Standing to the other side of the street and....."
His eyes slowly went down.
"Was he...... With someone else?"
Gulf closed his eyes for more tears to fall, that image played in his head, it hurt him to no end.
She signed to then get up to go to gulf to wrap her arms about.
"Gulf, I'm so sorry."
Gulf started to shake, he then brought his arms up to hold her back.
"I..... For the.... Only second time in my life..... Have fallen so completely in love with someone and...... I've been such a fucking asshole idiot....."
He then started to cry harder.
She closed her eyes to comfort gulf has he wept.
Has the moment passed, she was sitting to the couch with Gulfs head to her lap, to stroke, has he looked forward to take deep breaths trying to keep calm.
"Feeling better?"
He shrugged.
"Don't think..... That will be a possibility right now..... But.... Trying to be."
"Gulf.....I know it hurts, trust me I've fallen in love so many times and have seen what you have, maybe you two weren't right for the other, for him to move on so quick.....I don't know."
Gulf shrugged.
"I don't know.... Either..... Thought so many things with this but..... You want to know the one thing I am truly thankful for."
She cocked her head to the side to look down at him questionably.
"What would that be?"
He then turned to look up at her.
"I have been nothing but so many horrible things to that man, I saw him so happy tonight, rather it's with me or someone else, I just want him to be that."
Gulf closed his eyes for his tears to then start to fall once again.
She placed her hands to either side to help wipe them away.
"Mm, that's something to be thankful for yes, but what about you gulf?"
He shrugged, to then move himself up, to hand his head has he sat to the side of his sister to grip the edge of the couch, she turned her head to eye.
"I..... Don't deserve to be happy..... At least.... Not right now.....I just..... Never ever want to get into another..... Relationship again..... I'll just go to others to have a good time, I will never ever get into anything serious like this again, I'm done with my heart being taken out and stomped on, my first love, it was his fault wrapped with my stupidity, my second it was all but my fault, but still....I am not! Going through this again."
His sister then watched him get up to then go to bed to place his back to her to go into a fetal position.
She eyed him with worried eyes to then get up.
"If I...... Leave, will you be okay, need to.... Pick up something from the store."
Gulf shrugged.
"I'll be back gulf, no more drinking."
She then turned to go to her car to look up an address to then drive there.
To mews place, the other he picked up at a club was on him, hands to either side of his neck, kissing him widly, mew had his hands to his waist, to have his eyes opened to peer them to then side, to roll them.
Going back the other, went to his chest that was slightly bare to start to kiss.
"Can't believe the great model mr. Suptra picked me up, mm, you are so handsome! Have such a great body...."
He kept kissing to then go lower to go to his knees to place his hands to his pants.
Mew lifted his head up to stare at his ceiling to flex his jaw.
Just do this..... Get over gulf...... Move on, be happy.... Don't know what he was carrying when I saw him standing to the other side of the street, but with everything he has done to me, happy I moved quickly to kiss this loser who is about to suck my.....
Looking down, they both stared at his limp member.
"Huh..... Um..... Maybe I just need to..."
Mew then squeezed his eyes tightly shut has the other was about to lick, they then both looked to the side to hear his door bell go off, mew couldn't help but sign in relieve, he then got up to put himself away.
"Hold..... That thought...."
The other went to the couch to then sign to shrug.
Mew then made his way to the door to then open to widen his eyes, he knew exactly who that was.
"Miss fentrir?"
Gulfs sister looked to him with narrowed eyes and her arms wrapped about her body.
"Mr. Suptra, we need to talk!"
Mew widened his eyes.
"Um....."