the model

I'm here for you

Another week went by for the pair, not much changed, they were still spending the night over at the others place every day, and gulf had came to accept it and didn't fight against it has much, except for a bad day.
Waking up the day before the bad, gulf was to his back, he woke an hour before the alarm, to flex his jaw, sighing, he turned his head to look at mew, who was to his stomach with his arm draped across his body, head turned, sleeping soundly.
Gritting his teeth, gulf then turned his head forward, to then take mews arm from his body to then move about to then go down, to then get off the bed to bend over to retrieve his clothes.
Mew furrowed his eyes, to then move his hand about.
Opening his eyes slowly, he then leaned up tired, to then turn his head to see gulfs back, head hung to button his shirt.
Mew rolled his eyes.
"Where do you think your...."
Gulf moved his head up to then turn it giving mew quite the glare.
Mews eyes widen.
"I'm going."
Gulf then turned his head forward to then leave, slamming the door a bit.
Mew then sat to his butt, to then wrap his arms about his legs that he bend to his chest to look at the back of the door.
"What the hell was that?"
Mew looked down with a sullen face, he didn't know what was going on, they were getting along so well now and gulf was happy before they went to bed, this started to confuse him.
Flopping down, mew placed a hand behind his head to look to the ceiling, in deep thought.
To work, gulf had his head hung, over the food that was too the table to furrow his eye brows, it was the day before his ex left and gulf couldn't help but be distraught over it, even though he was with mew.
Gulf took a deep inhale, when mew came in, to go straight to him to stand to the side, he looked through the food to then place his hands to his waist.
"This is quite nice today, so...."
He said a bit quieter.
"Your place tonight and can you tell me what happened this morning?"
Gulf gritted his teeth.
"Piss off!"
Mews eyes widen to turn his head to eye gulf.
"Gulf..... Why would you...."
Gulf turned his head to eye mew.
"We are at work, it is Mr. Fentrir and you know it! Get a brain!" He hissed under his breathe.
Gulf turned to then go into the locker rooms to place a hand to the back of his neck to rub making a face, he felt horrible for how he was treating mew, but he just couldn't help it.
Mew watched him go with his lips parted.
What the hell is going on? Why is he treating me like that?
For the rest of work, mew stayed away from gulf confused with his actions to give the photographer a very sullen shoot.
Gulf kept his head down to not watch, he felt despicable and knew he shouldn't place his hurt on mew, but he really just wanted to be alone, he then started to think of ways to make it up to him.
Sighing, he needed to leave, being at his work was not helping his feelings.
Turning he went to the photographer to fake an illness, they looked to him to nod.
Gulf then turned to go to the locker room to then leave.
Mew watched even more confused.
After the shoot, mew couldn't help but try to ask around, most didn't know, hearing mew ask what was wrong with gulf, the photographer to the left over heard his worry to then go to him.
"Oh are you talking about mr. Fentrir and why he left?"
Mew turned to eye.
"Yes."
"Well, I'm surprised he came in today, that one model who was his friend, tomorrow will be the day he left about a year ago, that's probably why he didn't want to stay here and why he was being very silent. Don't take it to heart okay."
Mews eyes widen to watch the photographer turn to then go back to the shoot, mew then turned his head to look at the back of the door to sign.
Oh..... That explains it.....oh gulfy....
To Gulfs place, he sat to the edge of his bed, to look down at a picture of his ex to take a deep breathe.
Why do I have to keep that one promise for you? Why do I still have to feel....
Gulf took a deep breathe to then look up clutching the photo now in both hands.
I hate this......I hate myself.....I fell so hard for him and I am being so mean to mew who hasn't done a thing wrong.
Gulf then looked down to the picture, to then furrow his eye brow to then start to rip.
"Fucking asshole! Prick! You are nothing but a.....ugh!"
Gulf then bend down to collect the pieces to then take it to his garbage to then throw away, he then placed his hands to the counter to look down to the sink.
How long do I have to keep this promise?" I think it's because I think he is going to come back.
Gulf rolled his eyes.
He did not love you, cheated on you so many times..... Why do I still love him? What about mew? He does not deserve this.
Gulf then turned to place his body to the counter to then look down to then take out his phone to then start to text.
Gulf: mew, I think this needs to be ov.....
Before he could finish that text, he lifted his head up has he heard the door.
Signing, gulf then shut his phone to then place it to his pocket, knowing after whoever this was, he needed to end it with mew, once and for all.
Going to the door, he placed his hand to the nob to then take a deep breathe.
Opening it, his eyes widen to look over mew, then he looked to what was in his hand, his chin started to quiver, he had his favorite chocolates in his hand.
"Gulf.....I....... Heard from another photographer..... Why you are feeling...... Um....I just wanted to stop by and see how you are...."
Mews eyes widen to then softened, he then wrapped his arms around his body has gulf did to his, gulf then went to his shoulder to cry, he couldn't help it, no one, forget them his sister, showed him such kindness, gulf couldn't help himself to relish in this.