the model

feeling love

To his back, fully undressed, after an very passionate and sensual round, gulf took a deep breathe with his eyes closed to feel mew kissing his neck has he sat to his side.
"Mm, mew..... I'm tired."
Mew smiled at his name being said, he then moved about to Hover over to then kiss his body to peer his eyes up.
"And I want more of you."
Gulf lightly chuckled to smirk.
"Thought this isn't the only thing you wanted from me."
"It's not, however..... After what you said, I can't help but want more, mm, maybe if you say it again, I'll stop."
Gulfs smile disappated, to flex his jaw to move a bit.
"I..... Don't know what your talking about..."
Mew then leaned up to raise an eye brow.
"Gulfy....." He probed.
Gulf then turned to his side under neath mew, to place his arms close to his head.
"I honestly don't have a clue." He lied.
Gulf knew in the moment he uttered the l word however it was not something easy for him to say.
Mew eyed him narrowly.
"Okay.... Have it your way, I know you remember."
Mew then leaned down to go to his side to kiss then lick, Gulfs body shivered.
"Mm..... What are you doing?"
"I'm wanting more of my lover, I also want you to say those 3 words, I know you feel them."
Gulf curled his bottom lip to bit into it.
"I.... Didn't even say them.... So..... Stop.... I'm tired...."
Mew then brought a hand up to make gulf turn to his back, to then move down to lick Gulfs already hard member, he honestly couldn't stop it from growing.
Gulf placed his arms over his eyes to lift his head back a bit to gulp a moan.
Mew looked up to lick his shaft, sensually up and down. Then he started to place kisses up and down.
"Mm, come on gulfy.... Please say them...."
Gulf shook his head a bit in defiance.
"I.... Never did..... But I'm tired..... So um...."
Mew leaned up to then look down, he watched has Gulfs cock started to twitch and leak pre cum.
"Mm, I don't think little gulfy wants me to stop."
"Maybe.... Not but..... We just...... So why again so soon?"
Mew smiled and wide.
"I told you, I can't get enough of you, so...."
Mew leaned back down to lick about, Gulfs cock throbbed and hard.
"Just tell your boyfriend you love him and...."
Gulf moved his arms away and quick, to then lean up, to then push mew back, the two eyed the other.
"Listen..... We are not at all there..... You know what we are and...." He interrupted.
Mew to his knees, brought a hand up to wrap his hand around his wrist, has gulfs hand was to his shoulder to then bring it to his heart, gulf eyed the action. Mew kept his eyes to gulf.
"I know you won't label this gulf, you can go ahead and take your time, but know, I feel it. You also are the only one who's makes my heart pound this hard, your the only one."
Gulfs lips parted, he then looked to mew, there eyes darted.
Seeing mews seriousness and determination, gulf just was beside himself. He moved to go to his knees, to then take his other hand to his neck to then pull mew too his lips.
Gulf moved his head up and down a bit has he stuck his tongue in mews mouth feeling his heart soar for this young man.
Slowly he brought him back down to go into another heated round.
To his back, gulf breathed in slowly, with his head turned to the side, arm to his body, to be slightly asleep.
Mew was to his side, head in hand to look Gulfs face over. He then moved the towel about his chest getting off there cum since mew still couldn't release inside. Mew then tossed it to the side.
Darting his eyes over the older man, he then placed his mouth to his neck to start to kiss, he couldn't help it. Gulf furrowed his eye brow.
"Nn..... We just.... Twice..... Need to sleep...."
"Your being incredibly sexy, I need more, remember I'm young."
Gulf lightly chuckled under his breathe.
"Mm, I'm old and tired...... Need sleep....."
Mew stopped kissing to then run his bottom lip up and down his neck sensually.
Gulf took a deep breathe in to start to go under.
Moving back, mew placed his head to his hand to look at him once more. Waiting a bit, he was wanting to do something.
Waiting a bit more, he moved to his back to then manuver gulf, to lay him to his body, an action they have not done yet, freezing once he was able to place him upon, he kept his eyes peered down, gulf took a deep breathe, but didn't fight against it, he then wrap his arm about to live his head a bit, to fall a little bit deeper into unconsciousness.
Breathing out in relief, he then eyed his hand, to then place his fingers inbetween his, to then take Gulfs back of his hand to his mouth to then close his eyes to inhale, he they wrapped his arm about his body to shuffle down.
Opening his eyes, he moved there hands away to look to gulf intently.
"Gulfy?"
He took a deep breathe in but didn't wake.
Mews eyes darted.
"I......I...... Believe I'm in love with you...."
Mew started to chew at his inner cheek.
Gulf slowly opened his eyes but didn't move.
Mew took a deep breathe in to look to the ceiling.
"What....I feel for you, I have never ever felt for no one before, not for my parents, not for my friends, or other family members but even for....."
Mew squeezed there hands, good took a deep breathe to dart his eyes.
"What I feel for you, goes way beyond what I felt for my first love...." Mew lightly chuckled to himself but knowing gulf was awake.
"To compare you two, I believe what I felt for him was only a infatuation...... What is in my heart now, I know it's love, I just wish and hope one day I can say it to you and you can say it back, I know your ex really hurt you, but I'm here now, your mewie is here for you. I want to make all the hurt and pain that is in your heart to go away.....I.....I really love you......"
Mew then closed his eyes to then start to go under.
Gulf closed his eyes to furrow his eye brows softly this spoke volumes to him and his shattered heart, it then lead him to make a decision, he didn't know if he was ready for it but gulf needed to do something for mew, espacially after what he just said, there was no selfishness to it and it touched gulf to no end.