the model

a bit akward morning

Taking a very deep breathe, gulf awoke on his stomach, with his head to the side, to furrow his eye brows, he then moved his hand about.
Oh.... Right....
Memories of last night started to flood his mind, opening them, he then gulped, turning his head to the other side, he looked over mew who was to his back, head to him, sound asleep.
Gulf made a face to then place his hands under his chest to then get slowly up, moving about, he went to the edge to then hunch himself over to grab at his clothes.
Mew took a deep breathe in, to then open his eyes to peer them down, he shook his head a bit.
"Gulfy?"
Gulf stopped to then get up, to bend himself over to grab at his boxers and pants to then place them upon.
Mew then sat up, he looked to the side to see it was an hour before his alarm, an hour before it was time to get ready for work.
He then moved quickly, to go to gulf to then wrap his arms about to place his chin to his shoulder to eye.
"Gulfy, stop.....I want to make you breakfest."
Gulf hung his head to sign a bit.
"You really don't have to, I should be...."
Mew let go to go to his dresser to open the drawer to then place clothes upon, gulf lifted his head up to eye.
"Nonsense, were up a bit early, so maybe I can actually do something from a recipe."
Mew placed his shirt on to then turn to eye with a smile, Gulfs lips parted, his heart beated in his chest, he then gritted his teeth.
Mew then stepped to him.
"I made you cum.... Twice, so you need to stay, please gulfy."
Mew placed his hands intermitted before them, to plead with wide puppy eyes.
Gulf turned his head to wrap his arms about.
Damnit! Why can't I seem to tell him no when he looks at me like that!?
Gulf signed to nod.
"Go.... Make breakfest. I'll.... Stay."
Mew let his hands go to smile even wider, he then brought his hand to his wrist to then pulled gulf behind him to the kitchen, gulf looked to the action.
What is this model doing to me?
To the kitchen, mew made gulf sit to the table, to then proceed further into the kitchen to then pull out a book to start on a recipe.
Gulf placed his elbow to the table, head in his hand, to look down to shake his head a bit.
What is happening with me? I am giving this model a some what chance, I'm still here at his place, I was trying to leave but he never seems to let me go, I really wonder why that is? What is it about me that mew just won't let go of?
Gulf took a deep breathe has his heart started to excilerate, he then placed a hand to it.
Haven't..... You've learned your lesson yet? God, just thinking of mew has you like this, why? This is bad, I need to try and leave again, nothing really good is going to come from this.
He then nodded to get up, to keep his head hung.
I need to leave, I need to....
He looked up to see mew come out, with two plates, he looked to gulf to raise an eye brow..
"Gulfy, please stop trying to leave, I worked very hard on this, come on.... Sit."
Gulf made a face to then sit, mew smiled to then go forth to place the plate before him, gulf eyed it to sign, he then picked up the fork to stab at it to start to consume.
Mew sat to eye.
"Good?"
Gulf shrugged.
"It's food."
Mew nodded to then grab his fork to consume, he was satisfied with that answer.
Gulf then looked up.
"Do.... You not care I didn't say it was good or bad?"
Mew shrugged to look back up.
"Not really no."
He cocked his head to the side to while wide.
Gulf signed has his heart started to freak out, he hung his head to keep consuming.
Mew eyed him up and down.
"So, when we go back to work, will you give me a lift?"
"I think you should call a car, after I eat I need to go home to change, shouldn't go into work with clothes I had yesterday."
"Mm, I have more then enough of clothes, if we park a bit away, should be okay."
Gulf looked up.
"Mr. Su...."
Mew raised an eye brow.
Gulf rolled his eyes.
"Mew?"
He nodded.
"Yes?"
"I don't think that would be a good idea, right now, what is going on, we should keep it casual."
"Casual boyfriend's?"
Gulf looked to mew with narrowed eyes.
"I told you we are not going to label this."
Mew then brought his fork up to swirl at gulf about.
"Not yet, right?"
Gulf took a deep breathe to then look down, to play with his food.
"Um....I really don't know.... Like I said, just casual, okay?"
Mew then placed his fork to the food, to then place his hand under his head to look intently to gulf.
"Gulf?"
"Mm?"
"I...... I'm sorry, I know this is going to be personal, but I really want to know, what did your ex do to you too make you like this?"
Gulfs eyes widen to then look up to part his lips.
He then furrowed his eye brows, to then get up to slam his palms down to the table, mew leaned himself back a bit to widen his eyes.
"That is too personal! You do not need to know anything about my ex and I!"
Gulf then turned to go to the door to leave slamming the door.
Mew made a face, to then look to the plate.
"So....I think he just admitted, him and that one model used to date, mmm, I believe I am starting to break down his walls."
Mew smiled to then consume the rest of his breakfest.
Gulf went to his car, to have his hand to the wheel, looking forward to breathe heavily, he then leaned forward to place his forehead to the steering wheel to take deep breathes.
I....I don't want to think of....
Gulf closed his eyes to cry, he couldn't stop the memories they then started to flood his mind.