the model

not fighting hard against this quite the same

Waking a bit early, gulf was to mews extravagant shower, to have his head leaned back, to have a hand to his neck to rub to take a deep breathe has the warm water hit his chest.
He took a deep breathe in, his life was changing quite quick, the only good he could really see was having mew to his side.
Gulf closed his eyes, he knew his heart was opening for mew, but he was keeping a few walls still up after what happened with his ex, he just couldn't help it.
Gulf then opened his eyes to hang his head a bit.
Would it help, if I go against my promise I had made and let mew cum into me, would my heart fully open for him? With everything he has done for me, with his patience, god I really do owe him but.....I did mean what I said, I don't want anyone to cum into me unless I love them completely and they love me in the same notion.
Gulf then signed to rub his neck a bit harder, this relationship of there's was starting to confuse him a bit.
Waking to his side, mew turned to place his arm outstretched to pat the bed, leaning up, he looked to the emptiness.
"Gulf?"
Looking further up, he heard the shower going, turning to his back, he turned his head to eye the clock.
"Mm.... Always up so early...."
Mew made a face to then raise an eye brow getting an idea.
Moving his hands before him, type laid his hands flat to the wall, to lean into the shower to let the heat get his neck.
Going in, mew eyed him to raise an eye brow, closing the door silently, he then stepped to him to place his hands to his neck to rub, gulf moved his head back to turn it, to bring a hand to his eyes to wipe away the water, to then eye mew.
"Oh.... Your awake.... Did I?"
Mew smiled brightly to shake his head.
"No..... Woke to find an empty bed though, that did it."
Gulf turned his head to look forward to take a deep breathe.
"Mm...."
Mew then turned his head to eye the unused soap to then take his hands to it to lather to then place it to Gulfs back to move about to eye.
Gulf smiled.
"Thank you."
"No problem. Might help with your anger."
Gulf furrowed his brow in confusion to turn his head to eye.
"What anger? I'm not...."
Then his eyes narrowed at mews apologetic facial expression.
"Okay.... What did you do?"
Mew then wrapped his arms about has the sods washed through them to eye gulf intently.
"I.... Used your phone to have us take the day off from work, now before you get mad, it's Friday and I stated you wanted today to practice different poses with me, your.... Friend." Mew rolled his eyes.
Gulf looked him up and down, to then turn to wrap his arms about his neck.
"Guess there is some truth in that, okay." He shrugged his shoulders.
Mews eyes widen with surprise, he was not expecting that sort of reaction, he smiled very wide, to then turn his head to the side to press his lips to his.
Gulf closed his eyes to reciprocate that action to the fullest, tasting the ever sweeteness of mew.
Moving his head back, gulf went to his neck to start kissing to then move his hands down to extend his fingers to go to mews left nipple to tease. Mew lifted his head up to moan.
"Nn, gulf...."
Gulf then started to take his other hand down to then wrap it around his member that started to grow to stroke.
"Ah gulfy! Nn, your touch feels so incredible...."
Gulf peered his eyes up, to then move his head back to take the other hand up to his neck to pull him a bit, there forheads laid to the others, to eye the other hard.
"Do you.... Think you can take me in full to the wall?"
Gulf then bit into his bottom lip to look very sexually and seductively to mew, his heart skipped quite a few beats looking over this slightly older man, he lost control.
Taking his hands down, he then made gulf jump up, to wrap his legs about to then turn to press his body to the wall.
He then moved his  lower back, to make his tip hit gulfs outter hole, to then thrust fully in.
Gulf wrapped his arms about his neck to lift his head up to Moan very loud.
"Mew! Mm..... So good..... So.....faaaa...... Your hitting so deep!"
Mew kept his head leaned back to eye to smile in pure delight. This change in gulf was warming his heart.
Mew then gritted his teeth, he didn't know if his change of attitude would accept it if mew blurted out that he was in love with him.
He took a deep breathe to then sign a bit.
Gulf furrowed his brow, hearing the sign, to then move his head to look to mew a bit confused, he then moved his hands to his neck to make him look up. They're eyes darted.
"Mew?" Gulf looked to him in worry and concerned.
Mew shook his head a bit, to then go even faster and deeper. Gulfs body tensed enjoying this to the fullest.
"Ah mew!"
Gulf then moved his head further down to lay his mouth to his for them to share a lathered tongue kiss mid air.
Mew then started to thrust a bit quicker getting closer to climax.
Gulf furrowed his brow.
This is.... It.....I can tell mew is about to cum, what should I.... Do?
Mew then leaned his head back then to hang it, to pump a few more.
"Ah.... I'm about to cum gulf!"
Mew then started to move his hand from Gulfs waist to his member to about to pull out, for gulf to then quick take his hand to his to then hold to then place it to his chin to breathe heavily.
Mew looked to gulf in shocked surprise, his thrusting started to slow.
"Gulf?"
Gulf breathed heavily, not really to know what he should do.
Should I..... Let him..... Should I.... Go against my promise?
Mew then eyed him up and down seeing his confliction.
"Gulf..... It's okay....I can..."
Gulf moved his other hand to Mews neck to then pull his lips back to his, to close his eyes shut, to then grind has he could, to his length still not knowing quite what to do, all he did know was he didn't want mew to pull out, but...
Gulf then parted from there kiss, to place his forehead to his to squeeze his eyes tightly shut.
"Ah gulfy..... I'm close..... I'm so close.... I'm going to...."
Gulf made a face.
"Ss.....sss..... So am I..... And um....."
Gulf made a face.
What should I do? Damnit! What the fuck should I do! I.... Want it, really want it, want mew deep inside of me but.... But....
Mew kept his eyes opened to dart, he didn't really know what to do, but he could see Gulfs pained expression. He signed.
I..... Don't think we're there yet.... But see were close.....
Mew then tried to move his hand away from Gulfs just for him to squeeze not wanting to let go.
Gulfs body shuttered and quivered.
"Ddd.... Don't! Oh god I'm cumming!"
Mew looked to Gulfs face to grit his teeth to shake his head.
He knew what he had to do, hating every mintue of it but knew it was for gulf.