the model

I'm going to give you a real chance

Going into mews place, the two were on the couch, mew was sitting with gulf on him, he had his hands to either side of his neck to kiss him deeply, grinding a bit upon him, mew had his head a bit to the side, to reciprocate every action in full with his hands to either side of Gulfs waist.
Gulf then moved his hands slowly down, to then go to mews first button to try to un fasten, mew was quicker, he smiled to then place his hands to the action, to move his head back.
Gulf eyed him confused. Mew signed.
"I want this gulf, truly I do but, can we.....I don't know.... To make lunch together?"
Gulf leaned his head further back.
"Can we.... After?"
I really want to get those memories I started to think about to go away.
Gulf tried to go back until mew placed his hand to his lips, he signed.
"I'm hungry, and not just for this, also gulf, you've had a bit of an emotional day, I also do not want to get used. I'm sure if I give you want you are seeking, you are going to leave."
Gulf brought his hand to his wrist to then move his hand so he can speak.
"Listen, I want this, so...."
Gulf tried again for mew to lean his head back.
"Mm, so you are going to use me then leave?"
Gulf signed to then get off, to go to the side to wrap his arms about to look forward.
Mew turned his head to eye.
"Gulf?"
Gulf flexed his jaw.
"I.... Think this was a bad idea, I think I should go home."
Gulf tried to get up until mew reached for his wrist to pull him back down, the other stared at the other.
"So, is that your plan then?"
"Your the one who wanted to take the day off, has you said, I've had an emotional day and.....I could really use this..... I'm not trying to use you but...."
Gulf gritted his teeth to look down.
Mews eyes darted.
"Come on then, let's go make something to eat, you can't just use sex to feel better, it's just a fleeting emotion. Trust me.....I know."
Mew signed to then grab Gulfs wrist to then pull him to the kitchen.
Gulf eyed the action, to then start to feel  bad, the way mew just said the last statement, he could tell this had happened to him to.
Has they were to the kitchen, the two stood near the other to start making something, gulf smiled to look back and forth, this did take his mind off things, espacially since mew was really bad at cooking.
Gulf shook his head to then go to him, to stand to the side.
"You need to place some seasonings to this or it is going to come out very bland."
Mew nodded to do just that.
Gulf wrapped his arms about to eye.
"You also need to whisk this a bit faster."
Mew then jumped to a bit to the side, to do just that. Gulf then eyed the pan to the left.
"Oh, that's burning."
Mew went quickly to that to laugh.
Gulf eyed him to part his lips a bit, that laugh was like music.
He took a deep breathe to then go back to his spot, this was entertaining and was fun, but gulf didn't want to give mew a real chance, not after what his ex had done to his heart.
Getting everything under control, mew turned his head to eye with a smile that then went away, he eyed Gulfs serious expression to then take his things off the stove, to then go to him, he stood behind, to him him stir.
"You need to do this slowly or the sauce is going to become thick."
Gulf kept his eyes to the action to nod.
He then looked to the side to see mews hand to his to help him stir, his heart started to thump unevenly in his chest.
Gulf turned his head to eye mew, he leaned his head back for there eyes to dart.
"Um....I think the sauce is more then ready."
Mew couldn't help himself, gulf was being too cute.
He slowly brought his hand up to place to his chin to then pull to his lips where they shared a sweet kiss, gulf couldn't help but use his tongue to gain access, then he furrowed his eye brows when he remembered what mew just spoke of, that he didn't want to be used, gulf knew that feeling all to well.
He parted to then turn his head to look down.
"We.... Should wait on that, um.... We need to.... Complete this...."
Gulf then hung his head.
"I am..... Not trying to use you mew, nor did I think I was going to leave after, but.....I don't know..... All I know, what were doing now, is..... Um..... We should not mix all this together and...."
Hearing gulf stammer and being honest mew couldn't help himself again, he turned gulf about, reached over to place the pan to the other burner, to then turn off the stove, to then pick gulf up, where he wrapped his arms and legs about to look down a bit confused with this action.
Mew looked up with a brilliant smile.
"I'm.... Not really hungry for food right now, also it needs to cool."
Gulf signed a bit.
"I.... Don't want you to think I'm using you if we...."
Mew leaned his head up to place his lips to his.
Turning them, mew couldn't stop himself by taking him to his bed.
Flopping them down, mew stood to the edge, to then go up, to take his hands to his shirt to unbutton to look at gulf.
He cocked his head to the side, to place his hands to either side of his head to watch.
"Mm.....mew?"
Mew smiled wide.
"Yes?"
"Can you..... Go slowly?"
Mew nodded to go slowly. He unbutton each to then take off his shirt to then throw his shirt to the side.
Gulf took a deep content breathe in.
"Mm, marveling I see."
Gulf leaned up on his elbows to roll his eyes.
"Think that all you want."
Gulf then looked to his body to bring a hand to his body to move his hand palm down and a bit around.
Mew took deep breathes.
He then took a hand to wrap it around Gulfs wrist to then take it to place to his side of his head, to go down a bit, to then take his other hand to his shirt to unbutton slowly, the two couldn't stop looking at the other.
Gulf couldn't help but breathe in shiver.
Mew then moved his shirt opened, to then place his hand to his pants, to undo.
"Mm.... Mew?"
"Yes?"
"I'm..... Not wanting this if you think I'm...."
Mew went closer.
"I don't think that right now."
Mew then leaned his head further down to place his lips to his, gulf closed his eyes to give it back and in full.
Mew then drew out his member to then jerk slowly, causing Gulfs body to buck.
The two then swirled there tongues quickly about the others.
Gulf then took his other hand to Mews pants to undo to draw out his member to stroke with the same speed.
They both breathed heavily.
Mew moved his mouth off to go to his neck to plant kisses, gulf turned his head to the side to moan loudly.
"Ah......mew.....mew?"
He nodded.
"Mm, yes?"
"I.....I..... Wasent giving you a real.... Real..... Chance.....I.....I.... Want to do.... That now....."
Mews eyes widen, to then place his hands to either shoulder, gulf peered his eyes to mew to breathe still heavily.
"Really?"
Gulf nodded..
Mew smiled wide.
"Oh gulf..... You are going to really get it now."
Mew placed his lips to gulf feeling over joyed, gulf was still unsure about giving him a full chance, but he knew he was feeling something very hard for mew, but he kept his walls up, but they were slowly coming down.