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sounds like you need to do something

Going home, gulf laid his back to his door, to look down to take very deep breathes in, to then sign heavily. Turning his head, he then went straight to his kitchen to then go straight to the fridge, to grab a beer bottle.
Coming about, he then went to his couch, to sit, hunched over, to look at the bottle to make a face.
Fuck!
Shaking his head, he then un twisted the cap, to then move his head back to then consume, signing, he lowered it, to then turn his head, he heard a knock to his door.
Getting up, he kept the bottle to his hand to then go to open, he then eyed the person to sign heavily.
"I told you I want to be alone."
His sister looked him up and down, to then eye the bottle, to then step in to grab it, to then head to the kitchen, he turned his head to eye.
"Hey!"
"Nuh huh, you are not going to have this for dinner, I'm going to make you something, now sit to the table, and be quiet!" She shouted over her shoulder.
Gulf took in a breathe to then close the door to do what she said, he could never go against it.
Sitting, he then placed his hand to his chin to look forward depressed and feeling a multitude of different things.
After a bit, his sister came back with a delicious meal, to place it in front of his face to then sit to eye, gulf didn't even look to it, he just peered his eyes to the side dazed.
She signed to then pick up her fork to then eye down to then consume.
"This is enough."
Gulf looked back to her with a furrowed brow.
"Excuse me?"
She then looked to him to eye with all seriousness.
"This.... Self pity, I may not know everything to what happened but gulf, you need to snap out of it, now, ive been thinking, either you can keep at this, let it destroy you or....... Maybe you should get off your butt and win him back."
Gulf leaned back a bit to then wrap his arms about his chest to then eye the table.
"Win him..... Back?"
"Yes. Now I don't know what he did to get you, or how you lost him, but gulf, think about this for a mintue, do you.... You know...... Love him?"
Gulf flexed his jaw to say nothing, however when his sister looked to he's ear start to turn red she smirked. The was his tell.
"Okay..... Now if you do, then win him back."
Gulf signed.
"It's..... Not that simple....I..... Really hurt him.... Plus he has seen me with my ex a few times and....oow?"
Looking up, his sister had grabbed his un used fork to use it to hit the back of his hand, gulf brought it up, to then rub with his other.
"Hey! What the hell was that for!"
She then narrowed her eyes to point it up.
"If you have deep feelings for someone, you should never ever let them see your with your ex. But..... I've checked the registry, mew is still working at your job even though you are has well, I think he still has feelings for you, but like you gulf, he is probably hurting has well."
Gulf laid his hand down to then sign heavily looking to it, he then leaned down to his wrapped arms to look forward with worry.
"He.... Might.... But....I still don't know if I have feelings for my ex or not..... When he had me the way he did..... It's odd, I didn't feel anything but.... There is something he made me promise and ived lived up to it..... Maybe it's not out of love for him..... Maybe I'm just scared to feel that again..... My ex.... Really hurt me....."
His sister looked him over, to then get up to wrap her arms about his neck, he moved up to bring his hands up to hold onto one.
"Gulf..... That's why they are our ex's, I have had so many that has hurt me to my core but, you have to move on, I don't know what he made you promise, for him to do that, sounds like he just wants to keep you to them without having to do anything more, so you know what you need to do?"
She leaned back to eye gulf has he looked to her.
"What?"
"Stop fulfilling this stupid promise, get over it and over him okay. Or.... Given the choice, would you choose him over mew?"
Gulfs eyes widen.
She smiled.
"Well.... There is your answer. I have to go, I hope everything works out for you. Love you little brother"
Gulf turned his head to watch his sister leave, to then look back to eye the food.
Given the choice.....I know I would choose..... Mew....
A smile spread across his face to then pick up his fork to then dig in feeling something he hadent in a very long time, once he was done, he then was standing, to place his phone to his ear to try and get mew, just to learn he changed his number.
Gulf took his phone a away to eye, to make a face.
Should have expected that.
Darting his eyes, what he's sister said came into his mind, win him back.
Placing the phone, to his back pocket he then left to stop at a store to grab a bouquet of mews favorite flowers and a box of his favorite candy to then go to his place.
Parked, his head was turned to eye what he had bought.
I hope.... This will be a start....I know I have to really win him back but....
Gulf took in a deep breathe to then get out to go to the other side, to then grab these things, to then turn to go forth, across the street, he's whole body shuttered at what he was seeing.
Mew had came about, holding hands with another, to then move them quick to a wall, to then begin kissing.
Gulfs face fell, to then peer his eyes to the ground, he then let everything fall, taking a deep breathe, he then turned has it started to rain.