the model

a change is upon us

Taking a deep breathe, gulf turned from his side to his back to look up at the ceiling to take another deep breathe, to then slowly blink, bringing a hand up he then started to rub his forehead, the hangover was hurting his head something fierce, signing he then got up to then get up quick to run to the bathroom to have his head in the toilet.
Finished, he then brought his hand up to then flush to then move back to place himself to the wall, to close his eyes to take very long deep breathes.
After a moment, he then got up to stagger to the sink to then bow his head to turn the faucet on to then first clean his hands, to then grab some water to consume.
Moving up, he then eyed himself in the mirror to then shake his head has he placed his hands to the edge of the sink.
"I.... Can't do this anymore......I need..... To stop being self destructive. I know he's doesn't care about me anymore and he is probably laying right next to...."
Gulf hung his head to squeeze his eyes tight fighting against the tears.
He shook his head.
I do deserve this pain, didn't stop my asshole of an ex...... Was confused...... Did a number on..... He is happy now, you saw that, so..... Be some what happy yourself for that.....
Gulf breathed in shaikly to then look himself over again.
"It's time..... To just let things go..... You saw how..... Just be thankful, even if it means you're going to be alone..... You need to be after everything you have done to him, he didn't deserve any of it..... It's time to be just alone."
Gulf nodded to then turn to go to his bed room to then shut off the alarm, to take deep breathes to turn to then go to the kitchen to have a small breakfest.
Once done, he went to go get dressed to then leave.
Driving, he then stopped at a light, to then turn his head to eye a flower shop, seeing mews favorite flowers, gulf chewed at his inner cheek, to then pull over, he still wanted to do something special for him, rather he was his or not.
Picking one up, gulf then got back to his car to eye, to take a deep breathe.
A.... Congratulation gift.
Nodding he then turned his head back to then go to work.
Parked he then grabbed the flower to then go to work.
Going inside, he looked about to take a deep breathe has everyone went about.
He then looked to see mew was striking poses, turning his head he looked to the other side to roll his eyes, his ex was still there doing the same.
Shaking his head a bit, he then proceeded to go to the locker room to then grab his things.
Peering his eyes to the side, mew straightened up a bit, to then widened his eyes has he saw gulf, he then jumped down to then go, the photographer eyed him.
"Mr.suptra!"
Hearing that name be called out, Gulfs ex looked to mew rushing to gulf to narrow his eyes.
Stopping, gulf felt someones hand to his upper shoulder, he then turned to eye while he moved his hands to his back with the flower, he didn't want to give it to mew until later, he widened his eyes.
"Yes, mr. Suptra?"
Mew gritted his teeth a bit to that to then take a deep breathe in.
"Um.....I was..... Just wondering how you were feeling?"
Gulf shrugged.
"Fine.... Why?"
Mews eyes darted has he remembered the night before with his sister.
"Um...."
Then there heads turned has gulfs ex came to stand to the side, they both looked to him with a bit of anger.
"What are you doing running to mr. Fentrir, it is very unprofessional of you mr. Suptra."
Mew signed, gulf looked between the two.
"Um.... He was.... Just excitable about.... The gift I have for him, so don't scorn him to much okay, also what you are doing is has such."
He looked to Gulf with an eye brow raised.
"Excuse me!"
Mew then looked to gulf.
"Gift?"
Gulf signed to then bring it about to hand it out to him with a small smirk.
"A.... Congratulations, for your new relationship, just wanted to do something nice. I hope you and them will be in nothing but bliss."
Mews lips parted to then eye the flower to then grab it to hold.
"Mm.... Thank you."
Mr. Scamri looked to mew to then wrap his arms about his chest to then shake his head.
"What did you ever see in him mr. Fentrir, can't believe he moved on so...."
"That's enough!"
Mew and his ex looked to gulf who was looking to him.
"Just let it go..... Like I am.... Okay."
He then looked back to mew.
"I am very happy for the two of you and mr. Scamri just leave us be. Also your one to talk."
Gulf then turned to go to the locker room.
Mr. Scamri raised his eye brow.
Mew watched him go to sign heavily.
Mr. Scamri smirked to then turn to go back to his shoot, he was formulating a plan for later, this gulf that seemed to want nothing to do with him was turning him on to no end.
Mew stood there to look to the rose to move it about very sullen.
Your under the wrong impression here gulf, damnit, why did I have to kiss them right in front of him.....I was just taking out a bit of fustration and revenge for....And trying to move on... But that is no excuse for what I did.....
Mew gulped to then lower the flower to then go forth.
Standing before gulf, he looked him over with a depressed face.
Gulf shut his locker to then turn with his things to raise his eye brow.
"Is there something the matter mr. Suptra?"
"Gulf..... You really didn't have to.... And we need to..."
Gulf shook his head to look down.
"You don't need to call me by my first name, just my last, everything needs to stay professional, and it's okay, I wanted to, and we do not need to do anything else. Just know I am very over joyed you found someone, now we need to get to work, I don't want anyone to get fired or in trouble, especially you."
Gulf then went about, for mew to turn to eye.
"Gulf.... Please...."
Gulf stood in the door way to take a deep breathe.
"Mr. Suptra..... Don't worry about me, I'm fine, and all I want is you too be in bliss and happiness and it seems you are."
Gulf then proceeded forward to leave sullenly.
Mew took a deep breathe to turn his head to place his hand to his eyes to then cry into it.
This whole situation was crushing his heart to no end and mew was unaware he wasent the only one to feel that.